Abbey of the Holy Rose: God said: 'You must speak the truth'

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

God said: 'You must speak the truth'

Mutter Oberin Sigrid

As a child of three I heard God saying to me for the first time, when I noticed that my mother did not act on her words: 'You must now speak the truth, even though you might be reprimanded for being disobedient by your parents, but if you do not say, what I told you to say, then I will be very sad indeed and it would make me cry, and then I would have to punish you, so that you learn to always speak the truth in the face of those, who do not do themselves, what they want others to do.' To this very day I am driven by the love and fear of God at the same time, as His tears together with Jesus' disappointed sadness are more than anybody can bear. And I did as He told me to, and I was reprimanded many times in life and threatened with the most appalling repercussions, including slander and my life, but I fear and love God's tears more. Who would want to let God down, without whom we are nothing but unworthy dust, and without whom nothing ever makes sense. Only, when we serve the truth without expecting a crown for it, and serving God on Jesus' path selflessly will we be able to end a senseless spiral of blood shedding and wrath. And I know from experience that it often takes only ever once voice to speak out and then all wrong suddenly will be put right, as we have served God with our eyes and ears and mouth and pen to mirror the evil that should have never happened and seeing one's own shortcomings through God's eyes is the most purifying fire, and the only chance to drop all pretence and to heal in body and soul and to refine one's mind, so that we can our life in true love and in purity enhance and to a life in holiness aspire. I am tired and sick of self-made gods and goddesses, who only ever themselves admire. Cardinal Clemens August von Galen was the only bishop, who spoke out against the Nazis, and was thus called by the oppressed and vulnerable lovingly 'the Lion of Muenster', and his motto was: 'Nec laudibus nec timore'. Neither through praise nor through threat could Hitler silence him, and so he only came to Muenster once as the tyrant was afraid of his accuser, who dared to speak out the truth and to describe the hell that the Nazis were imposing on the innocent and vulnerable. Hitler had the priests, who followed von Galen executed as he did not dare to silence von Galen just yet, and said, 'I will deal with him and get rid of him after the war'. Sadly, interestingly only five days after he had been made cardinal he died. What a great loss in the post-war Europe, as he could have helped to clear out even more hypocrisy and hidden evil that lingered on still. Makes one wonder, as nobody knew of any illness and he died after a sudden operation. A poem once said reflecting on the general atmosphere of evil present even in hospitals: 'Der Tod ist ein Meister aus Deutschland' (death found its master in Germany describing the holocaust). To this very day there is a fear in the Elderly of Jewish descent or who are dependent on nursing and that was in the eyes of the Nazis 'unwertes Leben', 'unworthy', that they might die of unnatural courses in disguise of an operation gone wrong that have then been covered up. I was shocked to see that in the Jewish museum in Muenster leaflets were on display that made aware of this.

May the Infinite Light of God shine brightly upon all of us, and by surrendering our worries and anxieties and fears to Jesus may we find in His truth peace and be healed, so that our destiny can be safely by God sealed. And may we never be afraid to speak out, what God needs us to, as we do not even need in order to follow Jesus any kind of shoe. I rather walk barefeet the extra-mile for my neighbours and reassure them in their woe than to play the foe. And sometimes we have to be firm like a parent for our neighbour's highest good, who simply does not eat his own food or hates all people, who are wearing a nun's or monk's habit with a hood because there have been also imposters, who had in their sleeves or pouches guns to assassinate holy souls in order to prevent for the future of the spiritual church of Christ in the holy spirit of truth a life-changing debate.

For repentance and penance it is never too late, but for some it will mean they have to dig up their hidden secrets and sceletons very deep in many a crypt with a spade, as they still do purposefully their responsibility of letting emerge the most holy evidence about Jesus and Mary Magdala's holy matrimony and family evade. We serve God selflessly, and it is time that those, who only pretend the holy truth a helping hand to lend stand up to defend the holy truth in the mystery of the most holy sacrament of holy matrimony of Jesus Christ, God's beloved Holy Rose. Or they will one day appear in court as a Judas, who gave always and again for blood money even Jesus and Mary Magdala always and again a poisonous overdose but as he had now real power had to resort in the end to hand Jesus over to be nailed to the cross by the authorities. So, whosoever was part of that deal has no business to be part anymore in a corrupted, and what supposed to be a free happy meal that was, is and always will be protected by God for eternity by His indestructible seal. And suddenly a lying and spying or deluded or fooled majority will find itself so very alone, when emerges that every single paedophile and thieving priestly drone or nun with a gun was actually never of the apostolic succession but of the lineage of Judas and of the bloody war tribe of a Hun and wore on his head symbolically and in some regions even openly and unashamedly a cone. And those are the ones, who always and again have set the holy truth and holy souls as torture on fire on the stake or sent

to hiss at holy souls and give them the deadly Judas kiss a snake. And, I for my part, no longer publicly in this evil lame game partake. As it says in the bible that we must not invite any member of heresy into our home and must not even greet them - a clever way, I would say, given by a heretic, who knew that Jesus would never voluntarily exclude any sinner from His pew but that is also not new.

So, ye, hidden holy nuns and priests, it is high time to make your stand publicly, as Jesus is ready with His gypsy music wedding band. Come on, give us at least now in the last stages a helping hand, so that you can be the last ones to be the first, as great is of the many suffering souls for justice and truth the thirst, who always believed in Jesus and Mary Magdala as a loving couple and family and who wanted to serve their holy truth also selflessly instead of that unsound and twisted spiritual hupple-pupple. How can anybody of a sound mind bring a holy soul to their hell's grind by making believe that a holy mother could also her son's spouse - to me that sounds very Egyptian and of golden cow and not at all holy but perverse and pagan and greedy and seedy, as a lady that incites to holy wars is not at all on Jesus' way and has as is documented in the bible with Jesus' sisters and brothers gone from His path of peace already long before the crucifixion astray. And how clever to say that Satan would like to discredit her but she has done that herself by having even her own grandchildren killed, Jacob and Zara-Zarai, not only in the bookshelf. It is enough, once too often has too much and too many versions of heretical perversions in so-called Catholic Charismatic and whatnot errant Catholic enlightenment philosphy into holy books their poison overspilled through desecrating and defiling altar crooks that are really only plain criminals and spooks. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! And, quite frankly, if you get on those rough, who tell the truth regardless, then you must not be surprised if God is out for your own spiritual demise, as once too often have you purposefully His holy truth killed and He does not have to use violence like you against your spiritual pestilence, He only needs the sword of truth of Jesus' living word and He has long started in anonymity His ministry as even your shepherd. But you never know, who He is as you won't know Him, and no guessing will lead you to Him, only if you act on His voice and make always and again with a pure heart your choice, will you be safe from your own woes and paid foes. And He can also make you feel the fear of God in your bones, especially when you still wear your cones, just by wiggling with His toes. And He lets holy souls giggling, when they are on the verge at so much betrayal of Jesus and His family and strayal from God to shed again yet another never-ending tear. I can no more lies and bloody spies bear, as my heart is about to tear apart, and is crying out for the church of the Holy Rose in purity and holy spirit in the unseen world to start to protect it from God's enemy as they only ever want prosperity for themselves in pompous buildings and don't give a damn about the holy truth in the bookshelves. Well, quite frankly, my dear, if you belong to those, who rather believe in Satan's elves, then, by all means, kill me off as your behaviour did by now by itself spill on you also the bean, and I could give about you, quite frankly, not give a damn. And I do your sins condemn, and they are retained, if you have from true repentance abstained and did lives purposefully for your secret society slain or put on innocent holy souls an invented unholy character stain, who only ever did nothing but being there for you and to go especially for you the extra-mile. Once too often you behaved vicious and vile - for you there is only prayer left and you leave us of one more soul bereft - but then, you never regretted your church treasure theft, and wished upon our babies a cleft, and so, you deserve to sort out on your own your very own devil's den. As Jesus leaves now the dead to their own, He has had enough for you to play the clown, as Mary Magdala has mirrored Him His own frown, and that was enough for Him, too, as He never wanted her even to know, that in the dark He had in the darkest pit in the most stinking golden cow's shit to conceal His glow, and some bullshit dark lord honour to bestow in order to meet the traitors and evildoers, where they are at, and so He even had to desecrate and defile a building into a bloody breeding place of a rat and bat and had a witch screech hymns with ther broom on the mat. But Mary Magdala, fortunately, on the doorstep wiped the dust off her feet, and declared as a dead end that evil street and has exposed every single transgressor's fleet of the devil. Yes, the Lord gives in His time in due season to all, who committed against Him highest treason their meat - as once too often they mocked holy babies and mothers with a teat and abused even breastfeeding as a means to spread their weeding. I, for my part, go now with Jesus and Mary Magdala in the meadow anonymously mustard seeding. Maybe see you one day, when no longer you do from God and Jesus astray, I must be dashing, I am off, Oh, Lord I am on my way.