MIEL, MIEL, MIEL, MARRIAGES ON EARTH ARE MADE ALREADY BY GOD IN HEAVEN, EN CIEL

MIEL, MIEL, MIEL,
MARRIAGES ON EARTH ARE MADE
ALREADY BY GOD IN HEAVEN, EN CIEL

THERE IS ONLY ONE SPOUSE ON EARTH

AS IN HEAVEN, EN CIEL,

MORE THAN ONE WOMAN AT THE SAME TIME IN THY LIFE

BRINGS IN THE NEW KINGDOM ON EARTH

ANYONE INTO TROUBLE, AND THAT IS CALLED HELL,

AND THAT IS A MESSAGE FROM IESOUS CHRISTOUS

AND MARY MAGDALA, TO EVERY APRON HUNTING

BEAU BELL, TO WHOM THESE WORDS MIGHT RING

OR NOT IN EVERY NATION A MORE OR LESS SADLY A

BELL AS FROM NOW ON A HUSBAND AND WIFE

WITH THEIR FAMILY WILL BE BY GOD'S GRACE

AND WITH GOOD NEIGHBOURLY HELP

DOING INDEED VERY WELL.



IN OUR ONE HOLY NATION WE LEND EACH OTHER

A HELPING HAND AND WE DO SO EITHER IN CELIBACY,

IN VIRGINITY OR IN HOLY MATRIMONY WITH A

WEDDING BAND IN GOD'S INFINITE WISDOM AND

LIGHT AS TRUE LOVE AND PURITY AND PRAYER

ARE REALLY THE ONE UNBEATABLE WEAPON OF

JESUS AND MARY MAGDALA, HIS ONE AND ONLY

ETERNAL SPOUSE, HIS MISSUS ON THE PATH OF

LOVE THEIR COMBINED INFINITE MIGHT AND

IT IS ALSO THE CORNERSTONE OF HIS BELOVED

FATHER'S ONE HOLY FAMILY HOUSE.



WE HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THICK AND THIN

AND HAVE SUFFERED UNSPEAKABLY UNDER THE

HANDS OF THE DEVIL BUT NO MATTER, THROUGH

WHICH SHAPE AND SIZE OF FALLEN ANGEL

OR DEMON OFTEN AS NEXT OF KIN WE WERE

SLANDERED, MURDERED, OR BEHEADED OR TORN

APART, WE ALWAYS EVER IN HOLINESS AND PURITY

AND FILLED WITH OUR LOVE OVERFLOWING

FOR EACH OTHER IN OUR HEART

AND FOR EVERY SINGLE SISTER OR BROTHER

SURRENDERED OUR SOUL TO GOD, SO THAT WE

COULD BE ON EARTH AS VOWED IN HEAVEN

HIS INFINITE LIGHT'S AND THE HOLY TRUTH'S ROD.



WE SHALL RETURN WITH WHAT IS LEFT

OF OUR HOLY FAMILY, AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE,

SO THAT NOBODY CAN BY ACCIDENT ANYMORE

ON GOD'S AND JESUS' SIMPLE LAW TRAMPLE.

'LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND TREAT THY NEIGHBOUR

AS THY SISTER OR BROTHER AND EVERY

FATHER AND MOTHER AS THY NEXT OF KIN

WITH THY UTMOST SELFLESS LOVE, AND THAT

WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU AWAY FROM SIN.



JESUS CHRIST

CHRISTUS REX

IESOUS CHRISTUS

MARY MAGDALA

1ST SUNDAY OF ADVENT A.D.2008






















MALAKI




ABOVE THE SWORD A CROWN

LILIES, ONE RIGHT, ONE LEFT

I COME NOT OF MY OWN CHOOSING

BUT ON BENDED KNEE DO SERVE

ALMIGHTY THE WEIGHT

BOTH HANDS UPON THE HILT

I BOW MY HEAD IN PRAYER




BEHOLD THE TRUTH

FEAR THE LORD THY GOD

FOR THE BLADE HAS TURNED BLOOD RED

LIVING AS HIS BLAZING LIGHT




IT RISES UP WITHIN MY HANDS

FOR THIS BLADE MAY NOT STRIKE THE SOIL

WISHING TO DRINK THIS BETRAYAL AGAINST MY KING

AFTER HE SUFFERED HIS SOUL FOR THEE




NO, ALL HOLY AND WONDROUS IS HE

MY SAVIOR

HIS LIVING RED SHALL NOT BE FURTHER DESECRATED

BY THY SPIT UPON THIS CLAY I KNEEL ON




I AM JEHANNE

FEAR THE LORD THY GOD!

ENOUGH!

HE COMMANDS THEE FROM HIS HOUSE

HEED HIS WORD

ENOUGH!

I AM CHARGED WITH HIS MESSAGE

ENOUGH!




BEHOLD HIS SWORD, NOW LIVING RED,

FOR IN HIS COMMAND

ISSUES NOW THE FINAL DAY

FOR WHICH I TREMBLE

FATHER, FORGIVE ME, I BEG, FOR I HAVE SINNED!



Our Father, who art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.



IN THE NAME OF THE FATHER, AND OF THE SON, AND OF THE HOLY SPIRIT, AMEN.




THY SIMPLE SERVANT




JEHANNE











LE COQ CRIE

'LE COQ CRIE' MY BELOVED
IESOUS SAYS INTO MY EAR.
'WE HAVE HEARD HIM BEFORE,
WHEN JUDAS HAD BETRAYED ME
AND OUR HOLY FAMILY!'

THIS TIME WE HEAR HIM IN FRENCH -
'MA CHERIE, LE COQ CRIE - THERE IT
IS AGAIN! THIS TIME THEY WILL OUR
TRUE KNIGHTS, THE GUARDIANS
OF MY SPIRITUAL TEMPLE AND MY
MOST PURE AND HOLY CUP, BETRAY
AND MAKE THEM LOOK, AS IF THEY
HAVE GONE ASTRAY AND
BELONG BACK INTO CLAY.'

'MA PETITE ELISE, EDES BOEZSIKEM,
MA SOEULE VIE, MA ROSE ADOREE,
ROSIE, MY BELOVED HOLY FLOWER,
MY MIRI-MARY, MY ONE AND ONLY OF
STRENGTH AND COMFORT AND TRUE
LOVE'S TOWER, I HAVE TO GO WITH THEM
TO BETHLEHEM, TO PICK UP THE ARK,
THE ROD AND THE BREASTPLATE,
AS THAT IS LINKED FOR ETERNITY
WITH OUR FATE, AND THEY ARE THE
SYMBOLS OF MY BELOVED FATHER'S
INFINITE POWER.

'LE COQ CRIE' - NOW FOR THE THIRD
TIME, AND THE DEVIL DOES NOT
NEED ANY REASON AND RHYME - HE
NEVER REALLY BOTHERS WITH DETAILS SO
INTRICATE AND PURE AND FINE,
AS HE BETRAYS QUITE PLAINLY ALL HIS MOST
HOLY SISTERS AND BROTHERS AS
HE GOES ALONG AFTER HAVING HAD MANY
A GLASS OF DEATH BRINGING WINE.

OVER AND OVER AGAIN HE WILDLY DANCES
HIS LEFT-TURNED PAGAN SPIN WITH JUST
ANY WILLING FORSAKEN HEN, AS THEY
NEVER HONOUR AND TREAT ANYBODY
LOVINGLY AS THEIR NEXT OF KIN IN THEIR
UNHOLY DEN.

HE ENCOURAGES THEM TO SPIT EVEN ON MY
HEM, AND MA PETITE ROSE, MY ONE AND ONLY
LOVE AND SPOUSE, HE ALSO TRIES HIS ALL
TO PREVENT ME FROM REBUILDING ON EARTH
AGAIN MY BELOVED FATHER'S UNIFYING HOUSE
WITHIN THE ONE HOLY CATHOLIC CHURCH,
AS ALREADY HAS ALSO MOVED IN THERE
SATAN AND HIS BRIDES FROM THE LURCH.

SO, MY DEARIE-DARLIN', EDESSEM,
THAT MEANS, WE HAVE TO START ALL OVER
FROM SCRATCH FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH
AND WE WOULD SHARE OUR LAST COAT ANYWAY,
SO WE SIMPLY SKIP THE STEP OF THE FAITHFUL
HAVING TO KISS MY KINGLY ROBE'S HEM, AND
START WITH THE LAST REMAINING FEW TO PRAY
ON OUR KNEES WITHOUT THE NEED OF ANY
CORRUPTED LURCH-CHURCH PEW.

WE INVITE THE FAITHFUL AND THE CURIOUS
SIMPLY AROUND OUR KITCHEN TABLE
AND AS WE HAVE THE CORNERSTONE, OUR
ETERNAL LOVE, THAT WILL CONVINCE MORE
THAN ANY FALSELY PRINTED OR MISSING FABLE,
WE WILL MAKE MANY A DISGUISED DRONE WITH A CONE
MOST FURIOUS AND RESTORE TO THE RIGHT BALANCE
MY HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH, AS I AM
THE REAL MCCOY, AND A JEW AS WELL AS AN IRISH
CATHOLIC GOY BRINGING BACK THE GOOD OLD
SPECKLED HEN OUT THAT STAYED AWAY
FROM THE DEVIL'S DEN - THE CELTIC CATHOLIC
CHURCH WITH THE ANGLICAN-CATHOLIC TRADITION
THAT I NO LONGER TOLERATE TO BE SUBJECTED
TO ABOLITION.

IN CASE YOU ARE ALL CURIOUS
I REALLY HAVE THAT KIND OF POWER
AS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IN DISGUISE
NOT THE DEVIL BUT THE MUSTARD
SEED SOWER, WHO ONLY PRETENDED
TO BE A NURTURER OF WEED BUT
FROM NOW ON I WILL TEACH YOU AGAIN
IN LOVE THE FEAR OF GOD
AND TO SAY FROM YOUR HEART
THE RIGHT CREED -

AS I AM TRULY THE MESSIAH,
I AM JESUS CHRIST, AND I KNOW
THAT SOME OF YOU WILL BE FURIOUS,
WHEN I NOW ANNOUNCE THAT I AM
ABOUT TO RETURN WITH MY HOLY FAMILY
TOGETHER WITH MY REMAINING PURE
TEMPLAR KNIGHTS, WHO WILL NOT
EVEN BOTHER TO HAVE WITH YOU
ANY KIND OF FIGHTS.

I AM THE KURIOS,
THE SUPREME GOVERNOR OF MY OWN
SPIRITUAL CHURCH AND HEAVENLY
EMPIRE, AND I RESTORE THEIR
REPUTATION AND THEIR NAME
FULLY TO GOD'S HONOUR AND GLORY
ONCE I AM BACK AND THEN NOBODY
SHALL HAVE ANYMORE ANY KIND
OF SELFLESS LOVE'S AND A NEIGHBOURLY
HELPING HAND'S LACK.

'LE COQ CRIE', WHO CARES,
AS WHO FOLLOWS ME AND
MY BELOVED HOLY ROSE
WILL HAVE SPIRITUAL RICHES
IN ABUNDANCE AND IT IS
TOTALLY HARMLESS TO CONSUME
EVEN IN AN OVERDOSE.

BUT IT DOES COME WITH A PRICE
AND A RESPONSIBILITY - AS YOU
HAVE TO BEHAVE REALLY NICELY
AND LOVING TOWARDS YOUR NEIGHBOUR
AND THAT YOU HAVE TO DO
FOR ETERNITY, IF WE ALL WANT
TO LIVE TOGETHER IN PEACE
AND DIGNITY AND UNITY.

IESOUS CHRISTUS
CHRISTUS REX,
WHO PRAYS THAT HIS MIRI-MARY,
HIS HOLY ROSE, DOES NOT TREAT
HIM ALSO AS AN 'EX', IF I RETURN
UNTO THEE - WORRY NOT, I AM JUST
JOKING, I WANT NOTHING MORE THAN
TO BE WITH YOU AND WHAT IS LEFT
OF OUR HOLY FAMILY.
IHS
IN THIS INCARNATION AN IRISH
JEWISH GOY, WHO HAPPENS
TO BE HIS HOLY FATHER'S BEGOTTEN
AND MOST HUMBLE BOY, WHO ONLY
WANTS TO SERVE YOU ALL AS YOUR
HOLY ROSE PRIEST AND INVITES
THOSE WITH EYES AND EARS ALSO
TO HIS WEDDING FEAST THAT WILL
BE HAPPENING ONCE THE BEDDING
BEAST HAS LEFT THE ROOM, SO THAT
THE BRIDEGROOM CAN COME OVER
WITHOUT FEELING ANY KIND OF DOOM

THAT IS JUST AN INSIDER JOKE FROM
A SOUTH LONDON TURNED EAST
JOKER BLOKE - BUT SERIOUSLY,
I DON'T WANT TO WAIT UNTIL I COME
TO THAT AGE, WHERE FULFILLING
YOUR TENDER WIFE'S NEEDS GIVES
YOU ALREADY IN ANTICIPATION A
HEARTATTACK OR STROKE, AS,
WHO KNOWS, MAYBE THAT IS WHY
SO MANY MIX UP THE CREEDS.

EAST LONDON
NEIGHBOURHOOD LURCH CHURCH
(I LEAVE THAT FANCY FOREIGN
TONGUE NAME FOR LONDON
TO MY ROSIE, AS SHE TRULY IS
IN HER HEART A PURE AND REFINED
DAME, WHO DOES NOT LIKE TO PLAY
ANYMORE ANY KIND OF FOUL AND LAME GAME,
O BOY, FOR HER I MIGHT HAVE TO POLISH
MY MANNERS A BIT, AS I HAVE BEEN REALLY
BEHAVING TOWARDS HER MORE LIKE A GIT
THAN A ROY - BUT SHE IS EVER SO FORGIVING,
SO, I AM SURE, I CAN COME UP WITH A SIN
OR TWO, THAT MAKES HER ALSO REPENT
AND THAT WILL DISTRACT HER FROM MY
OWN SHORTCOMINGS IN THIS INCARNATION
AS HER FUTURE, OTHERWISE LONG
ESTABLISHED ETERNAL NEXT OF KIN,
BUT I ALWAYS IN HER CASE RELENT,
WHEN I HEAR HER SING 'IESOUS CHRISTOUS,
S'APAGO' IN HER LATEST INCANTATION.

I HAVE NO IDEA THOUGH, AS TO WHAT IT MEANS,
AS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW GREEK! HONESTLY!
I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT UP IN ARAMAIC AND HEBREW
FOR THE PSALMS, AND BEING BORN WITH SOME
GYPSY ROOTS MAKES ME INSTANTLY SPOT THOSE,
WHO READ ALL THE WRONG OR RIGHT MESSAGES
FROM MANY HANDS' PALMS ABOUT MY BELOVED
HOLY ROSE.

OBVIOUSLY I LOVE LATIN FOR MASS, AND I ALSO
SPEAK GAELIC AND SECRETLY SOME OTHER TONGUES,
BUT THAT I WILL HAVE TO CONFESS IN PRIVATE
TO MY DARLIN' BRIDE, MY ROSIE, MY HOLY BELOVED
LASSE.



30TH NOVEMBER A.D.2008
1ST SUNDAY OF ADVENT

AN ADVENT MESSAGE FROM THE HOLY ROSE

AN ADVENT MESSAGE
FROM THE HOLY ROSE




DEAR SISTERS AND BROTHERS IN CHRIST,



This morning I was so sad that my daughter was still not well enough to go to mass.
At the moment the Holy Rose has two sculptor visitors from Munster, Germany, who brought us a beautiful cross and walnuts and red apples from their own garden
and some lovely spices for our Christmas bakery.

The cross, made by Margret Sandmann is made in a special technique. She explained that she wanted to emphasize the hope that Christ brings to us and indeed the movement of this earthen cross that was sealed over an open fire is full of hope and takes us to the stars. Last time she brought us an angel and a torso, and together it is so symbolic for the second coming of Christ. The Cross, the angel descending and then the incarnation as the man, who will prove that love really is the only valid path in the one holy kingdom on earth.

We had a long conversation about the difference of 'liking' somebody or 'loving' even God's enemy. She said that she finds it very hard to love her neighbour, when all s/he does is to try to make her life a misery. We are called to love our neighbours, not just to like them. Let me give you an example, of how it feels to do that: Last night I popped out quickly to a local shop and on my way back I saw a lady, who has displayed an appalling behaviour towards many people and towards me recently. As I refuse to judge her and to have any bad thoughts about her I can easily imagine her in a bubble with all her inner child yearnings that once came to her from God in order to show her the path of her soul. I know that deep inside her she still has the memory of this. So, all I see in her is that her destiny has somewhat been darkened over the years, and I try to think of ways, how I can bring out the light for her, too, again. Of course, she has made things so difficult that my method of choice is prayer for now. But it is very powerful as yesterday I felt so much love towards her that has grown through my prayers for her. God shows us ways to wish only ever the best
even for our and His worst enemies. All I could think about, when I saw her last night was, 'will she get home safe' and I watched her steps until she was out of my sight, and I knew from then on she would only have a short distance to walk safely home. It is a wonderful feeling to thus transform any resentment or evil into an act of love. She will probably never know that my only concern was for her in that moment but that does not matter. We are all asked by God and by Christ to shower our
love unconditionally and selflessly. If we are out for a medal and public recognition we are in the wrong frame of mind.

My friends said: 'But this is such hard work!' Yes, it is at times but faith makes everything possible, and the love that God equips us with makes it all easy to bear.
We all carry our own cross in our own way and that is given to us by God. He always makes sure we only get as much as we can carry, as He trusts us and He loves us.
Yes, it does stretch us at times far beyond our limitations, and very far away from our comfort zone. In fact, there is no buffer zone left, when God calls us. As He wants all from us, total commitment in order to manifest His heavenly kingdom on earth. And He is with us all the time. We only need to listen to His loving voice and counsel and we will never get lost. Even in silence He talks volumes on entrusts us the spiritual riches of heavenly treasures that are far beyond comprehension and exceed any earthly measures.

As we could not attend mass we blessed the two wreaths I had made accordingly to the lovely suggestions that I had sent also round for you earlier.


We prayed: "O God, by whose Word all things are made holy, pour forth Your blessing upon this wreath, and grant that we who use it may prepare our hearts for the coming of Christ."

And I would only like to add to this: In Jesus Name may His will be done. AMEN

Tonight we will sit around my table and will sing Advent songs, recite poetry and today's bible readings in English, German, French and Hungarian, Latin, Hebrew and so let our brothers and sisters, who are with us in spirit join us.

I will pray for you and think of you all, as you are always in my heart and prayer. Try to go the extra-mile for your neighbours and love them, not just like them.
Land a helping hand and give them a smile or share your chocolates. Every kind gesture is seen in heaven and makes all the angels and saints rejoice with you. You are never alone as God is watching in joy from above at your soul fulfilling its most holy role.

We all have so much to be grateful for, and I always say to my daughter: 'If anybody should receive presents at Christmas it is Jesus! And not us!' I pray for the poor soul, who lost his life in New York at the shopping madness after Thanksgiving day and I pray for those, who were injured in the process. It cannot get any more concrete and sad than that in order to show that materialism has nothing whatsoever to do with the coming of Christ. On the contrary - we give freely, what we have been given freely and we share it all year round, day and night. The heavenly gifts are not available through money but are granted to us only by the grace of God.
And for the grace and love of God we sing His praise and give thanks for His beloved begotten Son Jesus Christ, for whose second coming we are preparing in obedience and humility and through the love of God and for our neighbour.

MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD AND OF THE COMING OF CHRIST SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOUL WITH JESUS' BROTHERLY OR FATHERLY LOVE.


God bless you!



Your Mother Superior

Sigrid (Eliora)

Some facts about CELIBACY

Some facts about CELIBACY

by Bishop Ralph Napierski




The term 'Celibacy' is especially used in the Roman-Catholic Church. Celibacy is mentioned in church law as a pre-step for ordination as a deacon in Canon 277 of the church law book CODEX IURIS CANONICI: There it is said that celibacy is a voluntary choice rather than a formally enforced obligation.
This preliminary step is a precondition for the priesthood, for the ordination as a priest but it is not used in all rites of the Roman- Catholic Church. For example, the Eastern-Orthodox churches that are in union with Rome do not have obligatory celibacy.

There are also married Roman-Catholic priests, if in rather rare exceptional circumstances, in the Latin rite: If former Protestant or Anglican clergy do convert to Roman-Catholicism, who are married.

In the Anglican-Catholic/Anglo-Catholic Church it is also completely normal that even bishops have a wife and a family.

In fact the bible says this on celibacy:

1. Timothy, 3

3:1 This [is] a true saying, If a man desire the office of a bishop, he desireth a good work.

3:2 A bishop then must be blameless, the husband of one wife, vigilant, sober, of good behaviour, given to hospitality, apt to teach;

3:3 Not given to wine, no striker, not greedy of filthy lucre; but patient, not a brawler, not covetous;

3:4 One that ruleth well his own house, having his children in subjection with all gravity;

3:5 (For if a man know not how to rule his own house, how shall he take care of the church of God?)

3:6 Not a novice, lest being lifted up with pride he fall into the condemnation of the devil.

3:7 Moreover he must have a good report of them which are without; lest he fall into reproach and the snare of the devil.

3:8 Likewise [must] the deacons [be] grave, not doubletongued, not given to much wine, not greedy of filthy lucre;

3:9 Holding the mystery of the faith in a pure conscience.

3:10 And let these also first be proved; then let them use the office of a deacon, being [found] blameless.

3:11 Even so [must their] wives [be] grave, not slanderers, sober, faithful in all things.

3:12 Let the deacons be the husbands of one wife, ruling their children and their own houses well.

3:13 For they that have used the office of a deacon well purchase to themselves a good degree, and great boldness in the faith which is in Christ Jesus.

3:14 These things write I unto thee, hoping to come unto thee shortly:

3:15 But if I tarry long, that thou mayest know how thou oughtest to behave thyself in the house of God, which is the church of the living God, the pillar and ground of the truth.

3:16 And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.



This is a clear statement of St Paul and does not require any further verification as it is the living word.
But it brings us to the question, why is it then that so many bishops do not have a wife and a family, where it is so expressly recommended in the bible?

In principle, celibacy is a spiritual gift that might be given to some in order to fulfill their holy purpose on earth through single-minded service to God as an individual.
But this gift is not, what God wanted as the norm - it is rather an exceptional gift.

St Paul says clearly in 1. Cor 7, 1-9:

1 Corinthians 7 (King James Version)
King James Version (KJV)


1 Corinthians 7

1Now concerning the things whereof ye wrote unto me: It is good for a man not to touch a woman.

2Nevertheless, to avoid fornication, let every man have his own wife, and let every woman have her own husband.

3Let the husband render unto the wife due benevolence: and likewise also the wife unto the husband.

4The wife hath not power of her own body, but the husband: and likewise also the husband hath not power of his own body, but the wife.

5Defraud ye not one the other, except it be with consent for a time, that ye may give yourselves to fasting and prayer; and come together again, that Satan tempt you not for your incontinency.

6But I speak this by permission, and not of commandment.

7For I would that all men were even as I myself. But every man hath his proper gift of God, one after this manner, and another after that.

8I say therefore to the unmarried and widows, it is good for them if they abide even as I.

9But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.



It is therefore a very grave mistake and a violation against God, if people are forced into celibacy, who clearly do not have received this gift of God.

Many priests suffer from this enforced obligation and are not surprisingly struggling with temptation and with the consequences of giving in to temptation.

The solution to this - man-made - dilemma is not the condemnation of the gift of sexuality but rather the opposite. The bible states:

9But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn.

It is therefore of utmost importance that priests, who do not have received the gift of celibacy because they are meant to have a family in this life and to serve God also in holy matrimony, do have the choice to marry.

We are delighted to hear from Bishop Robert Zollitsch, the new Chairman of the German Conference of Bishops, declared after his recent election that 'celibacy is not theologically necessary'.

There is still a lot of education and information to do, until eventually the word of God will come alive again in this matter, too, and bring freedom of choice to those amongst the clergy, who suffer from imposed celibacy - which is the majority of priests and bishops.

This will also lead to the natural return to the beautiful and joyful mysteries of sexuality in the innocence accordingly to God's plan, which is the true liberation and freedom, of which every soul craves and every heart dreams.

xxxx












Some thoughts on Celibacy

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi











St Paul was also warning that the view on marriage would be twisted before Christ's return. We are trying to heal rifts on various levels and part of it is education and bringing light into a dead end-debate about such vital issues. Christ is love and understanding and, celibacy is a beautiful supernatural gift from God that He bestows upon those, who have been chosen by God to serve Our Lord and King Jesus Christ single-mindedly in this way.
It needs to be pointed out though that it is a matter between God and the priest and bishop as it was always also in Christ's time, and it is also a matter between God and two souls,when He joins together in holy matrimony, whom He wants to serve Him and His church in this way.

Christ sacrificed Himself to end all rifts and wars and evil through love and understanding and wanted all the tribes of Israel to serve the One God by living El Shaddai's truth, which is to respect one another and is the highest form of love. It is necessary to live the truth that God wants us to live, not one that is enforced by man and made by man, and the decision of celibacy started to be imposed in a time that was not entirely pure in motives but was twisting God's law also.

There has come the time to speak on behalf of those, who have been chosen as servants of God and feel they are not allowed to serve God by also grounding themselves in the tiniest cell of God's kingdom and that of every nation - the family.
It would be very sad indeed, if God's law that He made clear with His command also to Noah to start again in pairs, would be interpreted in the way that the holiness of a priest depends on demonising women and the family , the very nucleus of the heavenly kingdom on earth.



God's word is a living word and we need to start to live it and to lead by example in our own tiny nucleus, in our families, if we are ever to manifest the heavenly kingdom on earth, so that our love for our neighbours as for ourselves can cause ripples and inspire others, who do not yet know that Christ's truth is really that simple and the only solution.


'Love one another' is all Christ wants us to live - and serve God by being shining examples of His Infinite light with all the spiritual gifts that He bestows upon us. One of it is the beautiful spiritual and 'supernatural' gift of celibacy but another equally valid and beautiful gift is that of the family, which is sadly often being ignored these days. And that has been a living truth until the God-given gifts have been taken under control and handed out by man...and therefore were removed from the holy truth.

A WORD FROM THE MOTHER SUPERIOR

A WORD FROM THE MOTHER SUPERIOR


Dearest beloved Sisters and Brothers in Christ,

Faith, hope and love - and from these love is the greatest gift to heal any man-made illusionary rift. There are many nuances and layers of love but the greatest act of selfless love is the repentance out of love for God for the sins we committed against one another, when we should have been working together as a team as a holy mother, father, child, spouse, sister and brother.
That is the true cornerstone of Christ's spiritual church as it is our own intimate love for God, and our selfless love for our neighbour and the thanksgiving love to God for our lives that keeps us on the right path through the hard but delightful labour of humility and obedience to His Infinite Light, and only then do we have a chance to shine in the darkness for those, who are blind and deaf in their hearts and souls and only in humility we shine in Christ's diamond rays under the rainbow truly bright. As the rainbow will sharpen and refine our other senses - to smell, taste or feel the fire of our purification and depending on our degree of disabled inner dimension we will open gradually to each other's warming love, which is - as it is a gift of God - beyond any mind's comprehension and fits any helping hand with Christ's expandable glove.

Evil sometimes does expose itself and does not need anymore clarification as it clearly draws on all the wrong books from a worldly shelf and treats the faithful as love's fools and uses unashamedly without blushing humiliation and slander as its tools, and is looking for help from Satan/Santa and his lost elf. Talking silence is to the devil's desecration and excommunication of the Holy Eucharist the answer and loving kindness the most powerful living words' enhancer. Those, who think they are sitting in a building of holiness by betraying the Holy Eucharist might as well look instead for a miracle in Loch Ness or go on a pilgrimage to a shopping temple from East London to Canterbury in a bus shuttle express.

Whatever God's other children's decision - we are all called now to end any unholy derision and prevent the holy family's annihilation and the holy truth's abolition. Give God and Jesus in prayer your recognition and celebrate the Holy Eucharist in the Apostolic Succession and if you have not done so for a while, then you better go as a sign of reconciliation to confession as that is the proper holy sacramental fashion.

And those in the pulpit: endorse from now on once again the foundation of God's one holy nation - the family and the sacrament of holy matrimony and explain that equally celibacy can only be bestowed by God as His gift to heal in all ways all by the fallen angels created rifts! You better hurry as otherwise you might be judged with 'Guilty!'
before the heavenly throne, as Jesus expects His priests to be faithful and holy and not a culprit but either a married or a happy celibate faithful to God drone.

We cannot pretend in dead words that we are searching for the lost sheep, if all we ever do is letting in the betrayal of God and Christ into our churches creep - that is not, how we lead back to Him the lost herds. If we are not leading by example, then indeed soon will also the last few on God's creation and Jesus' Holy Eucharist trample - and for that there is already overwhelming evidence and I could go on endlessly to give you many an unholy taste and sample of bad fruit turned extremely sour as many a priest has become instead of a mustard seed a weed nurturer and sower and has thrown out the holiness of God's purest mountain flower - the Edelweiss that is the favourite next to red roses to the Holy Rose, and those priests, who are faithful to God and to Jesus I recommend to look up to the highest mountain tops now for a view of the last remaining nine that are left in the Swiss Alps and they are free in the renewed and purified Anglican-Catholic Church to choose, whether or which tonsur they want on their scalps or whether and which beard or none and in celibacy or holy matrimony and other God-given gifts like friendship they are called to live and serve God under the rainbow as the messenger's of the risen Christ's Sun.

In the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

AMEN


MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY, AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOUL WITH JESUS' BROTHERLY LOVE.

God bless you!



Mother Sigrid

THE BLUEPRINT OF THE SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF CHRIST

ORDER OF
THE HOLY ROSE
SPIRITUAL COMPENDIUM

THE BLUEPRINT OF
THE SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF CHRIST

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi



It was a tricky situation from the start for God, when He was looking for a people to safeguard His spiritual riches and His blueprint for a peaceful and harmonious life for all of His creation and for every nation.
He so longed for all human beings to live a fulfilled life accordingly to their soul purpose in His heavenly kingdom on earth.
But He gave man also free will to see, how man would use it and whether we would appreciate, what He had done for us.

God took a great risk by entrusting us His creation as it was already perfect in heaven, and all we did was to mess around with it wherever we could so far on earth. Why? Instead of counting our blessings, man seems to want most of the time evermore of a good thing - but eventually we always get to the point that we want too much of a good thing and so man tries to find the secret that leads us to more. So, out of greed or lust of power but without asking God, we go on a quest for all the wrong answers and with the wrong intentions and questions.

If God wants us to know and have insight into certain aspects of the blueprint of creation He will give knowledge to us, when He can be sure we are also accepting the responsibility for it. But most people do not really care to know,
whether it would be really good for us, and are playing god themselves with all the means that they 'acquire' from books and courses outside the source that holds all - Jesus. But even when they have achieved on the material level, what they wanted, then suddenly man realizes that it was not really about having these kind of riches as we are then are so over-saturated with the material that we get bored with it. Or we realize that it was only emotions that have led us to start a relationship or the holding on to an illusion of security of some kind that keeps us in one that was not joined together by God.

Some people are important for a little while in our lives on a human level because we need to learn something from them, or because we can pass something on from us that they need. And then there are those souls, who are connected to our souls with a view of eternity, and those will always be with us even if we are separated from them for a while as these are family relations that are from God. We will always recognize our own soul family, with whom we are connected by God.

And how many wars have been simply been fought for the sake of material riches and relationships only based on unholy grounds, often simply for the accumulation of land and property. Numerous lives have senselessly been taken, people's lives destroyed - and what for? To saturate the desires of a few, who have strayed from God's will and have decided to play god themselves and if it has to be, for their own personal satisfaction to kill.
Of course, there are also those, who find it acceptable even in religion to rather use for war and unholy purposes many a mail pidgeon than to trust in the peaceful white dove that is only brought in as a symbol on special occasions like the Olympics or at weddings - then people remember from somewhere inside that a dove is a symbol of hope.

At least, we do remember still fragments of God's gifts. That is why some couples, who are not religious, still think that a ritual 'of some kind' for their union 'would be nice' - but without giving our vows before God the promise is not done to each other in the eyes of God and in the presence of heaven. It is a man-made vow that is like a contract without God involved.

My grandmother Mathilde always said: 'There is a special lid for every pot in God's plan. You just have to be patient until the pot arrives at your doorstep in God's time as it might still have to go through the right test procedures for its endurance and ultimate character polishing, so that it is a tight fit indeed.'
Holy matrimony is a marriage arranged by God in heaven and it is in His presence that we give our vows to each other. It is a matter between God and two souls, whom He joins together, and these two souls are from then serving together God by doing His will in applying the law of love to each other, by surrendering their self to God and the other half, thus growing together in the holy spirit and by raising any children together also as holy children in faith, hope and love.

It is the greatest adventure for two people, who are called by God in this way - and it is a joint venture that He will always tenderly direct and bless with His presence. When we encounter differences we try to sort them out by consulting God together and also separately always with our loving intent to work out any disagreement or misunderstanding or problems.
Marriage and the family are the microcosm of creation and what we achieve in it will also benefit our community and our nations and the one holy nation of God. This entails that both are willing to commit to one another in the love of God before God.

The most important ingredient in any spiritual development but especially in marriage and friendship is absolute trust in God and in the other that all that happens is sent to us by God. The Holy Spirit teaches us to discern, and when we are ready to meet the soul God joined us with He will show us our other half in dreams and/visions and through letting us meet - unless He has other plans with us (which He will also make known to us in that case).

We will always know, when that happens as we will bring out the very best sides in each other and shine together in the highest
possible vibration for all to see and hear. People might comment, 'oh, you are saying the same things, even when you are apart'; you know, if the other is thinking of you, as you feel your other half under your skin and you know, when s/he is upset, full of joy and laughing or crying. You know, what the other likes; you want to constantly nourish and nurture this most precious soul to you; you do all you can to ease pain even if we sometimes overdo it it does happen out of the desire to do your very best for the sake of the other. We surrender our self to God and to our other half. And that even works, when we
are apart for whatever reason but we must allow God to guide us in this process. Otherwise we quickly get lost, misunderstandings become rifts and what was once love turns into contempt, if we just love on a human level as then we simply give into our emotions instead of living love as our way of life.

God showed me all my life in many dreams and visions the soul He had chosen for me to be joined with eventually on earth.
And some years ago, I met this soul. And I was told in a vision to wait for him, no matter what happens. Now, as life is often complicated as man makes it so - in our case a lot of obstacles have been put in our way by God in order for us to prove ourselves and our calling on all levels as we needed to purify and be prepared for our calling. And, so after gradually having been shown the holy purpose of my soul I was told at one point: 'No matter, what public face I present, you must trust me that I love you and that God will prevail and will fit all things.' Well, to people, who live only in the (material) world, and who are out for quick satisfaction it must seem almost insane to do that. But there you are. That is love and faith for you. No guarantees attached. Just plain trust.
God gave me love that is evermore growing even in the face of adversity and as God and Jesus have only ever led me to their Infinite light I totally trust them on this level, too.

I would not lead by example and would render my words dead, if I gave up to love this soul, only because there are seemingly some mountains put in our way for reasons that God and we know. And God knows that He can trust me, too, and gave me the capacity and tools necessary to shift these mountains, wherever He wanted me to, and to humble myself and obediently follow His instructions (although my emotions would rather do the opposite...) or to be eloquent in silence, too.

All is ultimately prepared in and by God. So, I wait and meanwhile do what God wants me to do.
I once married the wrong man, as he was not the soul God had joined me with (and He lets you know in an instant - if you have ever acted against God's wish you will know, what I am talking about), and I will not repeat this mistake.
I fear only God, who has the power to let us live and die in hell. And I love God too much and would not to ever make Him shed a single tear of sorrow on my behalf. I have seen eyes that lost their light because of my wrong decision at one time, when pride came in my way. But through repenting my wrong decision and accepting my penance in grace I have been restored to His grace and am now evermore stronger in trusting in His love.

So, f.ex. I have received invitations for dates but I made it clear that my heart is taken and so I politely decline. My life is a life in God and in Jesus and I serve them and wait for Him to fit all things for all and therefore also for us.

My life is dedicated to God and there is not a dull moment in it. I don't judge anybody, we all fulfill some role that we will only understand in years to come.
Meanwhile I pray for all and shower all children of God with my love.

I let you into another of my secrets that Jesus showed me one night, when I was sad about some people, who had turned so seemingly evil: He took me to a bubble, in which I could see these people happily playing out their inner child. They were brought back to the point, where they still had believed in God and had been pure in their thoughts and were following His voice. It was the most moving experience I ever had in this context - so full of overwhelming love for even God's enemies.
So, if you feel animosity towards people, just imagine them in a bubble with their inner child. When I listen to people, and I have listened to many, many people and know their sufferings from the past, then I envisage them in this bubble, where they can live their innermost pure dreams that they nurtured as a child about their lives but somehow lost track, and then I can easily love them and pray that they still might find back to their hearts and do not become bitter evermore. Some do on purpose choose to be evil - those you have to especially pray for.

We need to prepare for our life with the soul God chooses for us as we are so precious to Him that He knew us even before we entered the womb and chose us to be together. It is only, when we use our free will during our lives to not listen to God anymore that we are in danger to loose our destiny. Because we fool ourselves into the illusion that we are the designers of our own happiness, which for some reason never really materializes without God's grace, if we are only honest enough inside ourselves. God has a plan for all of us, and once He has shown it to us we must walk on His path that He shows us - and then we are safe.

That applies to all aspects of our life and to our calling as such. We need to listen carefully and apply total honesty with ourselves and eradicate all that stands in the way of God. Habits that are darkening our souls we must surrender - simply ask God, how to conquer any worry, anxiety or fear and He will tell you, what to do or what not to do.
It works every single time for me! I let you into a secret: If I receive a bill or a letter that I am not sure about, how to deal with it, I put it underneath my bible and surrender it to God. That does not mean I am walking away from my responsibility but I let just God show me the best possible way, how to deal with a situation. In that way I am always protected from wrong decisions.

They might not be as obvious and 'by the book' as we imagine it as God loves surprise elements in our lives to give other people also a chance to get involved and prove themselves. An example: Last year I received a letter from my local council about a neighbour's anonymous complaint about music. I had been singing quite a lot. I was very upset by that as especially in that week so many neighbours had told me and even wrote me little notes about how much they appreciated my singing.
So, I surrendered this letter in my usual way - under the bible. I called the council and met the case worker. She was extremely embarassed, when I gave her my CD and my articles on the voice etc. She said: 'You know, of course, you are entitled to practice and rehearse. That neighbour is just a regular complainer - she apologized and I was invited to perform in their carol concert, which was a big success and I was treated so warmly by the organizers from that housing department, who were all sorry about the incident. In this way, many people had the chance to do something good, and I asked for prayers and prayed myself for this neighbour, who obviously had weak nerves and since then relations have much improved. There has never been a complaint again.

Whatever our calling is, we need to believe and trust in the dreams, visions, tools and spiritual gifts that God grants us.
Some are more obvious than others and then there are those, that fall into the category already mentioned in the bible as
'unutterable'. It is all of God's gifts to us that help us to grow in our faith and trust as God will always send us manifold synchronicities also through other faithful souls and servants of God or through friends, who receive an opportunity to witness through their remark, act of kindness and selfless love, in a miraculous outcome.

Whatever our calling is, whatever we do, whatever we preach - we must live our own words in the spirit of love and let all emotions that might work against God's Infinite Light simply evaporate. If others wish upon us evil or act unkindly our own love and prayer can shake it off from our hearts and souls like the duck shakes off the water from her feathers. I am often crying floods of tears in the process of purification - we are all sinners, and we uncover evermore sins the deeper we journey inside ourselves deep in our hearts. What seemed acceptable at another time seems suddenly like a capital crime against another soul. That is why we must never judge others - as we never know, why they are doing, what they are doing. Only God knows that and Jesus, too. And that is why every soul has to face Jesus on their own personal judgment day. He will provide the preparation for the purification of our souls. He will look at all we have done in the spirit of love but also in the spirit of justice and righteousness. He decides alone, in which category our sins and actions and words and thoughts fall.

By showing us the consequences of our behaviour and sins He teaches us to repent as we are so overwhelmed by His willingness to forgive because He loves all children of God like a brother or father and He wants us all to meet Abba, His and our all beloved Heavenly Father in peace and with a glad and pure heart. The pain and grief of having inflicted even the tiniest sin upon somebody else, our neighbour, our children, our spouse or our parents, is so overwhelming that our very and only desire is to repent in His presence and in His caring brotherly or parental love. He is the purest and diamond sparkling Infinite light - no other has His capacity to forgive than He has. And that is, why He is the way and the life - and the keyholder to the last gate to heaven. I pray with Him that we all pass our tests, so that we can get through it in our life-time.

Imagine the most beautiful Christmas you ever had in your life, then add the feeling that you had, when you met the one you love for the very first time, and add the birth of your child and a reunion of love with all your best friends and family - close your eyes and try to capture and feel that love and light that you are wrapped in . It is overwhelming - and that is not even
remotely enough to describe His warmth and His gentleness and love that He has for God's family, for every single member.

When we surrender to God and to Jesus' path, then, whatever happens, will always be like Christmas every day - even in the greatest sorrow but even more so amplified in the greatest joy. So, I do cry floods of tears out of joy, too. With this kind of love from heaven above we are blessed beyond any earthly riches. We learn to love all and everything, but we also learn to challenge evil in the spirit of love: Jesus shows us ways, how to expose untruth and evil but at the same time He shows us ways and suggestions, how to heal any man-made illusionary rifts - and He even allows us to claim authorship for these solutions.
But I always say to Him, 'This is your doing and that was your idea and I only wrote down your words in this poem.'

Then I can feel Him smile, and say: 'No, you were willing to be my instrument, and I love playing on it as I so enjoy listening to the beauty of the celestial symphony. And a symphony can only be played by all holy souls together. And by producing the heavenly frequencies we sing to God in the highest and so every single tone becomes a prayer as every single tear that we shed in repentance is also a prayer that goes directly to the heavenly throne and is answered.'

Do you honestly think I could think this out in my head? I have no ownership in this...and I am ever so happy that I am allowed to live my life accordingly to my calling as I have finally arrived at home with God and with Jesus in the way they need me to be.
They will tell you, if you are willing to listen, your very own calling. If you feel this unfulfilled yearning deep inside your heart and soul talk to God and then Jesus will present Himself to you - as only He holds all the answers.

MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOUL WITH JESUS' BROTHERLY OR FATHERLY LOVE.

Your
Mother Sigrid








Sigrid Agocsi
(Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose

ONENESS WITH GOD - FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS

ORDER OF
THE HOLY ROSE
SPIRITUAL COMPENDIUM

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi

ONENESS WITH GOD

FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS

Each of us has a calling from God. Each of us has a different calling received from God. He has a plan
for every single soul on earth, as He knew us already before we entered the womb and He knows every single
hair on our heads.

If we want to lead a fulfilled life we must answer this calling. We do hear His voice all the time, if we listen
carefully. And we must not be afraid to do, what He wants us to do. The whole kingdom on earth is
based on acts of faith. There are not guarantees for anything in life but for the one reassurance that
God always loves all of His children. And He expects all of His children to love one another.

That is, why He sent to us His only begotten Son Jesus Christ to help us to always stay connected
to God through His path of unconditional love that we shower regardless of our own personal
emotions and affections upon all - even and especially upon God's and our enemies.
God loves all of His creation and He made heaven and earth as it is. He even granted us free will
to a certain extent. That little percentage we call 'fate' or 'accident' is actually subject to a war
between powers and principalities.

When Satan fell down to earth and took many angels with him they got all muddled up in the
grounding process on earth with all its worldly temptations that are only ever cheap copies
of the heavenly bliss that we only come to know, if we fulfill the holy purpose of our souls
on earth as we have been chosen for in heaven. Each of us has their own individual calling
and must fulfill it, so that all of mankind can live together in faith, hope and love and in peaceful
unity for eternity.

We seem to remember some of these words at certain holidays or passages and events in our
lives. But for most of our lives we seem to be preoccupied by 'designing' the layout of happiness
in our lives that for some reason never seems to manifest. Why? It will only manifest accordingly
to what we deep down in our hearts have been shown by God already as children, if we keep
listening to God, and if we act upon, what we hear in His whisper or in our hearts. It might be
uncomfortable, what He asks from us - but so what?

Do we rather risk living a life away from God's truth that is also our truth for eternity or do we pluck
up the courage to do a step that is one totally out of the usual because God knows,
we can do that and we are equipped for it as He has given us all the tools.

And yes, there is also this surprise element that helps us to find the right words or actions,
that can sometimes - especially in the face of the devil - be silence, in a situation, where
our little pitiful egos would not know, what to do without God. That is called: the Holy Spirit.

God sends us into situations to heal a rift, or to uncover and expose untruth in order to
ultimately bring out the light of the holy truth. That is why lies and deceit 'have short legs',
as folklore says. But the truth is razorsharp as a sword of diamond light
has the habit to persevere and to be dwelling in souls
that cannot be corrupted and silenced anymore because they are only ever interested
in God's happiness and love and in His Infinite Light.

We need to have trust in God and then He will entrust us all of His heavenly riches
accordingly to our destiny. We only need to look upon Jesus and His living word
of His Good News and we always get all the answers we need to succeed.
We will be tested on every single sound and every single word we utter, especially
if we proclaim it in the Name of Jesus Christ for the glory of God.

And it is to God and Jesus we will have to answer on Judgment day, whether or not
we have carried out God's will, not to man, who has mostly his own agenda.
We serve man in the Name of God and accordingly to God's will, as God knows best,
what another needs. But one thing is always for sure:
No matter, what our level of responsibility is, no matter, what our calling is,
no matter, what we think is important in life - God loves us all and therefore,
we must all treat each other with love, respect and humility. And we must pray for each other
with the very best intentions for healing and peace and love.

Only if we wish love and peace and fulfillment upon another soul, so that it can fulfill
its holy purpose here on earth and beyond and visibly shine in God's light in manifesting
its role, can we ourselves shine brightly. If somebody refuses our love or help, it does
not matter. Then we must simply pray for this soul to find back to God.

Sometimes God wants us to show the truth to a soul, so that it can move forward
in faith onto the next step on its path to God. And we need to also lead by example
and live, what we preach. Otherwise our words become dead and dried-out shells.

My daughter once said: 'Mummy, you will only ever get married again either to God,
or to Jesus. God is in heaven, but Jesus is alive, so you can marry Him.' I was stunned, when
a little nursery child said this to me as I was married at the time but knew that I was not able
to fulfill my holy purpose by staying in this marriage. God showed me that I needed to divorce
my ex-husband, who had always refused to marry me before God, in order to fulfill my
holy purpose. This was not an easy and light-hearted decision and I had long discussions
with my spiritual director, Bishop Ralph, and a Sister, who has gone a long way with me so far,
Karen, about it.

But what this little child said was also the core message that had been entrusted to me by God many times
and in various degrees the veil had been lifted for me to lead me more and more into the process of
accepting the fulfillment of the holy purpose of my soul - and gradually God revealed to me my role
in His kingdom, and it is still ongoing.
As soon as I had received visitations and apparitions I handed them over into the care of Bishop Ralph and I also sent them to the Vatican.

I needed all my faith, hope and trust in God to not allow my ego to sweep all these numerous visions
and experiences under the carpet for nobody but me to hear and see. But I feared God too much, who
alone has the power to let us live or die in hell. So, I thought, I look for inspiration to Hildegard of Bingen,
who had also refused initially to accept her visions or to even pass them on to anybody until she was repeatedly
encouraged by her fellow-nuns to do so. She eventually sent them off to an authority of the church, who then passed them on to the then Pope. I got also encouraged by various interviews that I followed and writings of Pope Benedict XVI. calling forth the contemporary voice of Mary Magdalene and Hildegard of Bingen.

It is a heavenly law that as soon as we take up our responsibility we are being tested on all grounds, whether
we fulfill our role on earth, and things are being sent into our way that are less than nice and cosy and
look quite the opposite of heavenly bliss as they take us totally out of our comfort-zone.
But God only sends us the devil's hiss to see, whether we won't
give up even in the face of adversity and whether we are sticking to His instructions and persevere, even
if the enemies of God send us to the slaughter and slander our reputation or try to inflict other evil upon us,
or give us the Judas' kiss to mark us in their anxiety, fears and hypocrisy.

As soon as I started my religious life I was very concerned to stay within our one holy Catholic church family with all
that God had entrusted to me. I give thanks and praise to God that Jesus had sent me after my articles about Hildegard of Bingen and 'Liturgy and Architecture' the most faithful servants of God in my way, and one took me in the most holy spirited way under his wings - our Bishop Ralph Napierski. Every time I sent off a visitation or a dream to the Bishop that did not even make sense to me at the time (thankfully God has devised this system to keep us humble and obedient and uncorruptable and free of ego-driven emotions and actions) I died a thousand deaths, as I was horrified I could let my ego take over or my emotions and not write, what God or Jesus had entrusted to me.

All the spiritual gifts that we receive from God we must faithfully and fearlessly use to serve His kingdom.
In my case that means to play my role without any doubts and hesitation in the return of Our Lord and King
Jesus Christ. My soul, my heart and all that I am belongs to God and He has called me to fulfill a special role
that involves only love, so much so that it is overflowing and must be radiating for all to see as no matter,
what challenge my neighbours present to me I must persevere in faith, hope and love and in humility
and obedience. My faith makes through God's grace many things possible. Prayers are being answered, that make
me cry from joy and for which I give my ongoing thanks and praise to God. And my love is so strong as it is God's greatest gift, that I use it wherever I can to expose untruth but also at the same time I am able to offer a healing solution to a man-made illusionary rift - and so love makes all my actions easy.

I am called to transform all evil into love - and I abandon all ways that are not leading to God's peace and love
and light. It is so easy to shower all souls with just that - I bless every single soul in my prayers with peace, love and light. And we shake off the dust of hatred and contempt and slander with one gentle wipe from my shoes.
My love will keep my white hooded robe always free of the stains of hell. My robe has been washed for eternity by Christ's blood and suffering on the cross and from my tears for Jesus and the Holy Family.
I have vowed to prepare as many holy souls for His return as I can, so that He can lead them by His example to His Father.
No slander, no lies and no attempt of annihilation of any kind can ever stain my Holy Rose robe or that of those, who also belong to Christ's holy family anymore. We are all sinners and we all need to repent and do penance in obedience and humility, so that love as the only way to the Father can finally prevail. And that does for our eternal family on earth as the nucleus of creation entail that we serve as a shining example for God's one holy nation.

INSEPARABLE FROM GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN FLESH
NIHIL HORUM TIMEAS
FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS IN GOD

In the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. AMEN


Mother Sigrid

ORDER OF THE HOLY ROSE SPIRITUAL COMPENDIUM

ORDER OF
THE HOLY ROSE
SPIRITUAL COMPENDIUM

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi

SPIRITUAL DISCIPLINE, CONTEMPLATION
& MANIFESTATION

We live in times that are deeply troubling for many as the world seems to fall apart.
All that seemed to offer security and comfort is suddenly crumbling away underneath the feet
of mankind. Why? All ways that are not built on love for God, our neighbour and ourselves are
built on sand and are only ever feeding illusions that lure souls into a false sense of security.

Through the variety of approaches and philosophies and not seldom with more or less sinister
intentions and considerable market-value many 'New Age' movements have spread more confusion
than real help in dire situations, not seldom leaving people on their own in real spiritual emergencies
and at crossroads in their lives. It is a great problem that conventional therapies have mostly eliminated
empathy, spiritual dilemmas and compassion out of the therapist's or psychiatrist's code of conduct and
most New Age therapies seem to feed more to people's egos than to leading them to the love of God,
themselves and to their neighbour.

We are all a part of mankind. All we do has also an impact on somebody else's life, whether we take
that responsibility or not. But one day we all have to face God, whether we want to or not, as He
is indeed our Creator. And He knows about every single event in our lives. We meet God through
Jesus on His judgment throne: Jesus always believed in love as the only approach to heal all
rifts of man. This does not mean, He is not applying discipline - like any older brother or good
parent would do - in matters of wrongdoing or failure and sin. But He will always judge from the point
of view, of how we can mend things in love and learn from our mistakes by repenting them and doing
penance. In this process we grow beyond ourselves and reach new horizons and more and more
souls as we purify and lead by example on a new-found level of love that increases evermore the
more we have suffered from our inflictions and from the evildoing of others towards us.

No matter, what our cross is, what the obstacles and adversities are that we are all facing -
one thing is for sure: God always loves all of His children and Jesus shows us as the big
brother or father or simply as our friend the way that is leading us to the Infinite light of God.
He is always approachable as we simply need to talk to Him and listen for His answer.
It is that easy! Some people seem to confuse His love though with a free ticket to commit
any sin against their next of kin as they think He has redeemed our sins already anyway.

It is surprising, how even Atheists suddenly seem to remember that particular bit of the bible,
if it serves to justify a purpose. Recently I had a discussion with a lady, who described herself as 'a shaman of all sorts' and 'worshipper of many goddesses and gods' as she does 'not believe in the bible' and at the
same time told me that she was brought up a Catholic, even one from a famous Jacobite family. And she offered the 'mansion' quote as a proof that God endorses her choice. This is something we hear quite often - interesting that people are willing to spend enormous amounts of money for spiritual workshops, and are still no more guided than before or even more
confused - where they could have the answers even for free and readily available from Jesus directly,
and through the church.

It shows there is hidden a deep sense of wanting to belong to God's family somehow that she once loved as a child but not knowing, how to find home. Jesus shows us the most simple way:
John 14:
1 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. 2 In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. 4 And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know. 5 Thomas saith unto him, Lord, we know not whither thou goest; and how can we know the way? 6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
7 If ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also: and from henceforth ye know him, and have seen him.
8Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.
9For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.


So, there are indeed many mansions in God's house - but as I said to this lady, for this you need to believe in God and in Jesus.
This house only exists in the reality of those, who do indeed surrender their worldly troubles, worries and anxieties and their ego to God and entrust themselves totally to the guidance of Jesus and live as part of His one holy nation - and only if we serve God and our neighbour in love we can live together in peace and harmony and in true happiness.

All spiritual gifts that are entrusted to us are given to us freely by God, and therefore we must also share them freely.

Matthew 10 KJV:

5 These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not: 6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. 7 And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand. 8 Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give. 9 Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses, 10 Nor scrip for your journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet staves: for the workman is worthy of his meat. 11 And into whatsoever city or town ye shall enter, enquire who in it is worthy; and there abide till ye go thence. 12 And when ye come into an house, salute it. 13 And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be not worthy, let your peace return to you. 14 And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet. 15 Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.

16 Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. 17 But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues; 18 And ye shall be brought before governors and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles. 19 But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak. 20 For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.

The way society has been choosing for a long time now is away from the family and luring individuals into the false promise of the right of happiness. What is happiness? A quickly fulfilled desire? An emotion that is passing quickly? Affection that disappears the moment of the first obstacles and problems in a relationship?

Love is a way of life and is an ongoing process. God created a wonderful procedure, when He created Eve from the rib of Adam - the wife is part of the body of her husband and the other way round. They have both been created by God and their souls have been joined by Him in heaven until the time comes, where He lets them meet on earth. He shows these two souls in dreams, how to watch out for each other, how to recognize each other. When we listen to Jesus, He guides us throughout all our lives. And many people do hear Him - but sometimes or even very often the counsel He gives us for our ultimate good seems to ask too much of us as it would take us out of our comfort zone or does not fit in with our ideas and imagined time scale of our life. And sometimes it is forcing us to stand up on the behalf of others and especially in the Name of Jesus.

And that seems to have become almost something of an embarassment these days. To stay in the example of Adam and Eve: Whatever trial God sends us - it is always meant to ultimately send us towards the Infinite light. As Jesus said: 'What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops. And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.' So, if Eve had listened to the Holy Spirit instead of giving into the snake's temptation to eat from the tree of the forbidden fruit to know more, a lot of misery and evil could have been prevented from happening. In this way, and because Adam did also eat from the apple instead of telling her off for the suggestion alone to wanting to know the blueprint of creation rather than letting God lead her to it, mankind had to redeem itself and serve God and prove that
they can be trusted not to destroy paradise again on Christ's return.

God lets us loose everything to see, whether we will still follow Him and listen to the guidance
of Jesus - as only, if we listen to our Master Jesus' voice will we able to manifest the heavenly
kingdom on earth. Whatever is being entrusted to us in spiritual gifts and in dreams and visions we must share with those, who have proven trustworthy in the eyes of God, and Jesus will always guide us towards those we can trust. Then, they will be confirmed clearly by another servant of God and through synchronicities in our lives and possibly that of another person, who also receives this confirmation.

All the spiritual gifts and instructions we receive we must respect and honour and never judge or alter, no matter, whether they make sense to us or not, and we must carry them out regardless our own personal feelings towards them. God ensures that knowledge cannot be corrupted in this way, and He also safeguards us by testing us on every single insight we receive, so that we live, what we preach.

And only if we lead by example by living His word that we often hear in a whisper or in our hearts, or through our fingers writing with pen on paper, and take up also our responsibility that comes with it, will we meet under the rainbow and weave from wherever we are as much light as possible over the earth with our love. We are all part of this huge dome of light over the earth, and it starts with ourselves from any kitchen hearth.

Whenever we carry out, what God asks from us another light has been lit and is sparkling bright and breaks down the darkness that does not really have
any real might. The devil is only ever kept under the illusion through the little mind's intrusion that Jesus allows him and his followers to have from Him and whoever He chooses in the darkness, that he has the right concoction for the new world order but adds all the wrong ingredients out of
greediness and lust to his false infusion.

Only love to God, to ourselves and our neighbour can ever bring peace and fulfillment and happiness for all - and that is what we should always look for! The heavenly kingdom on earth
does not need a palace or worldly riches - we can only ever be truly happy, when we live love
as a way of life either by serving God in celibacy or by marrying the soul God joined us with as a husband or wife for life in holy matrimony and then suddenly all will hear the beauty of the celestial symphony. I have heard it many times, when I was in the stars just through my prayer to God, as when I pray the Our Father, I am taken to the moon and back in many a layer and that is, how I can help again with a new outlook and forgive even the greatest sinner and from
God's grace and love strayer.

Matthew 10KJV
'26 Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known. 27 What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops. 28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. 30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.

32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven. 33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOULS WITH JESUS' FATHERLY OR BROTHERLY LOVE.

IN CHRIST WONDERFUL LOVE, WHO GIVES YOU ALL, WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU LOST IT ALL!

YOUR MOTHER SIGRID


Sigrid Agocsi
(Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose

THE
ORDER OF THE
HOLY ROSE
SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF CHRIST
CONSTITUTION


I. WE LOVE GOD WITH ALL OUR HEART, AND ALL OUR SOUL AND ALL THAT WE ARE.
WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE LOVE OUR NEIGHBOUR AS OURSELVES AS JESUS
COMMANDED US WITH ALL HIS LOVE FOR US. WE ABANDON ALL WAYS AND THINKING INVOLVING THE PATH OF BLOOD AND WAR.

WE VOW ONLY TO LET LOVE FLOOD OUR HEARTS AND SOULS AND ALWAYS SEEK RECONCILIATION IN THE SPIRIT OF LOVE.

WE TREAT ESPECIALLY THE ENEMIES OF GOD AND OUR ENEMIES IN THE SPIRIT OF LOVE AND PRAY FOR THEIR SALVATION IN CHRIST.

WE INVITE ALL THE CHILDREN OF ABRAHAM TO OR FEED THEM WITH THE LIVING WORD AND NOURISH THEM WITH OUR LOVE FROM OUR OWN KITCHEN HEARTH IN ORDER
TO LEAD BY OUR OWN EXAMPLE.

BY LOVING OUR NEIGHBOUR
WE HAVE FAITH, HOPE AND TRUST THAT ALL DESIRE TO COMMIT ANY SIN AGAINST OUR
NEXT OF KIN WILL CEASE EVENTUALLY AS THAT IS A MUST FOR EVERLASTING TRUE PEACE AND HAPPINESS AND UNITY IN THE HOLY SPIRIT FOR ETERNITY.

ALL HOLY WORDS, ITEMS AND RULES THAT HAVE BEEN DESECRATED BY THE WAYS OF THE DEVIL WE RECLAIM FOR CHRIST AND CONSECRATE THEM WITH CHRIST'S LOVE AND SO NULLIFY ALL EVIL.

I.1. Romans 13:7-9
King James Version (KJV)


7Render therefore to all their dues: tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honour to whom honour.

8Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law.

9For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.



I.2.Matthew 10:37-42 King James Version (KJV)


37He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.

38And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.

39He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

40He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me.

41He that receiveth a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet's reward; and he that receiveth a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive a righteous man's reward.

42And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you, he shall in no wise lose his reward.


I.3. John 13:34-36
King James Version (KJV)

34A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another.

35By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.

36Simon Peter said unto him, Lord, whither goest thou? Jesus answered him, Whither I go, thou canst not follow me now; but thou shalt follow me afterwards.

II. OUR CATHOLIC CHURCH IS SERVING THE SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF LOVE OF JESUS CHRIST:

II.2. WE ARE IN UNION WITH ROME ON THE APOSTOLIC SUCCESSION
FOR THE SAKE OF THE SANCTITY OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST
AND TO DEFEND THE LITURGY OF HIS LOVE FOR MANKIND,
THE BLUEPRINT OF THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH.


II.3. HIS SACRED HEART WAS PIERCED BY OUR SINS AND BY THE
SUFFERING FOR HIS HOLY FAMILY IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH.
BUT THROUGH HIS PRESENCE IN THE BLESSED BREAD AND WINE
IN THE HOLY EUCHARIST WE ARE JOINING IN HIS PAIN
AND IN HIS JOY ABOUT THE TRIUMPH OF LOVE AND THE
UNITY AS ONE FAMILY GATHERED AROUND HIS TABLE.

I1.4. REGARDING HOLY ORDERS: WE SERVE GOD IN THE WAY GOD CHOOSES FOR US.
CELIBACY IS A PRECIOUS GIFT OF GOD AS IS HOLY MATRIMONY. THEREFORE, IF A DEACON/PRIEST/MONK/NUN/MOTHER/FATHER
SUPERIOR/BISHOP HAVE NOT BEEN GRANTED THE GIFT OF CELIBACY
GOD WANTS THEM TO JOIN THE BLESSED SOUL HE CHOOSES FOR EACH
INDIVIDUALLY IN HEAVEN, WHICH HE WILL MAKE KNOWN TO THEM IN HIS TIME,
ALSO ON EARTH IN HOLY MATRIMONY.
NO MAN MUST PART, WHAT GOD
HAS JOINED TOGETHER IN HEAVEN.
BUT TO PART, WHEN GOD HAS NOT JOINED TWO
SOULS IN HEAVEN OR IF HE WANTS THEM TO PART
FOR REASONS BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING
IS AN ACT OF OBEDIENCE AND FAITH AND LOVE TO GOD.


II.5. THE ORDER OF THE HOLY ROSE FOLLOWS THE ANGLICAN-CATHOLIC
TRADITION BUT WE SEEK UNITY WITH ALL CATHOLIC FAITHFULS AND PRAY
FOR OUR UNIFICATION ALSO AS CHILDREN OF ABRAHAM WITH ALL THE TRIBES
OF ISRAEL.
WE SUPPORT POPE BENEDICT XVI. WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

II.6. WE SHARE FREELY, WHAT WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN FREELY.

III. WE ARE DEVOTING OURSELVES TO THE RETURN OF CHRIST.
WE ARE THEREFORE ALREADY LIVING THE
CONSTITUTION OF THE HEAVENLY KINGDOM ON EARTH
ACCORDINGLY TO HIS LAWS OF LOVE:

The Lord is King for ever and ever.
As are the days of man's life on earth, so is the hope set upon Him.
For the might of our God is for ever with mercy,
And the kingdom of our God is over the nations with judgment.

The seed of the King will now come from heaven to earth.
And He is gathering together a holy people,
Whom He will lead in righteousness.
And He will judge the tribes of the people and He will
not suffer unrighteousness to lodge any more in our midst.

Nor will there dwell with us any man that knoweth wickedness.
For He knows us, who are all sons and daughters of their God;
And He will divide us according to our tribes
upon the land.

And neither sojourner nor alien will sojourn us anymore.
He will judge peoples and nations in the wisdom of righteousness
and love.

He will have the heathen nations to serve God and share His yoke of love;
And He will glorify God in a place to be seen of all the earth in each and every
holy temple that is dedicated to God's honour and glory.

And He will purge the heavenly Jerusalem making it thus holy in our souls again.
So that the nations dwell on the earth but spend their citizenship in heaven.
And He will be a righteous King, taught by God, over us.
And there will be no unrighteousness in His days in our midst.

For all shall be holy, and our King is the Lord's Anointed.

Blessed be those that are to receive Him in their hearts.

In that we will see the good fortune of the twelve tribes of Israel in the
gathering of the tribes.

All holy souls must take their responsibilities and fulfill their calling with all
their gifts and skills that are bestowed upon us by the Holy Spirit and that
are the holy purpose of our souls.

Every holy soul will dwell in love on earth and take part in all things like a citizen
of an earthly nation; and will have no longer to suffer but will live in grace and humility,
as we fight evil in the spirit of love and righteousness.

Every foreign land will be a homeland to the citizens of the heavenly kingdom,
and every homeland a foreign country.

Like all men we will marry and have children, but we will not, like unholy souls,
abandon our children.
We will meet at a shared family table but we will have only one wife/husband and no concubines/lovers.
We will spend our time on earth but our citizenship is in heaven serving God.

We will obey the established laws, and in our own lives go beyond the laws in the way
of love and understanding with the wisdom of the Holy Spirit.

We love mankind and we give freely to the community of the holy souls. Thus we will
have eternal life.

We are poor, and yet we will enrich many beyond their wildest dreams in heavenly gifts.

We will be in want of all holy things, and will have plenty of all that we will share amongst all.
We will no longer be slandered and dishonoured but will bless.
We will no longer be insulted but show love and pay respect to our neighbour.

When we do good, we will no longer be punished like evildoers but rejoice as we are
entering into our holy life.

What the soul is in the body, the new heavenly kingdom is to the earthly world.

The soul is spread through all parts of the body, and the new kingdom through all the cities of the world.
The soul dwells in the body; the heavenly kingdom dwells in the world but is not of this world.
The soul is imprisoned in the body but itself holds the body together.

The heavenly kingdom is no longer shut up in the world as in a prison or cave,
and it holds the world together.

The soul, itself immortal, lives in a mortal body; the heavenly kingdom lives among perishable things, awaiting immortality in heaven. The soul grows better, when it is
disciplined in all aspects, and so does the heavenly kingdom flourish under discipline and
challenge day by day.

Such is the constitution of love for the new heavenly kingdom on earth, that Abba,
Our Heavenly Father, has assigned us.


May we not refuse it and live by it to see into the sparkling eyes of the Infinite Light of God in each and everyone of us.



Mother Sigrid
Sigrid Agocsi (Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose

EAST LONDON,
A.D. 18TH NOVEMBER 2008