THE BLUEPRINT OF THE SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF CHRIST

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THE BLUEPRINT OF
THE SPIRITUAL CHURCH OF CHRIST

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi



It was a tricky situation from the start for God, when He was looking for a people to safeguard His spiritual riches and His blueprint for a peaceful and harmonious life for all of His creation and for every nation.
He so longed for all human beings to live a fulfilled life accordingly to their soul purpose in His heavenly kingdom on earth.
But He gave man also free will to see, how man would use it and whether we would appreciate, what He had done for us.

God took a great risk by entrusting us His creation as it was already perfect in heaven, and all we did was to mess around with it wherever we could so far on earth. Why? Instead of counting our blessings, man seems to want most of the time evermore of a good thing - but eventually we always get to the point that we want too much of a good thing and so man tries to find the secret that leads us to more. So, out of greed or lust of power but without asking God, we go on a quest for all the wrong answers and with the wrong intentions and questions.

If God wants us to know and have insight into certain aspects of the blueprint of creation He will give knowledge to us, when He can be sure we are also accepting the responsibility for it. But most people do not really care to know,
whether it would be really good for us, and are playing god themselves with all the means that they 'acquire' from books and courses outside the source that holds all - Jesus. But even when they have achieved on the material level, what they wanted, then suddenly man realizes that it was not really about having these kind of riches as we are then are so over-saturated with the material that we get bored with it. Or we realize that it was only emotions that have led us to start a relationship or the holding on to an illusion of security of some kind that keeps us in one that was not joined together by God.

Some people are important for a little while in our lives on a human level because we need to learn something from them, or because we can pass something on from us that they need. And then there are those souls, who are connected to our souls with a view of eternity, and those will always be with us even if we are separated from them for a while as these are family relations that are from God. We will always recognize our own soul family, with whom we are connected by God.

And how many wars have been simply been fought for the sake of material riches and relationships only based on unholy grounds, often simply for the accumulation of land and property. Numerous lives have senselessly been taken, people's lives destroyed - and what for? To saturate the desires of a few, who have strayed from God's will and have decided to play god themselves and if it has to be, for their own personal satisfaction to kill.
Of course, there are also those, who find it acceptable even in religion to rather use for war and unholy purposes many a mail pidgeon than to trust in the peaceful white dove that is only brought in as a symbol on special occasions like the Olympics or at weddings - then people remember from somewhere inside that a dove is a symbol of hope.

At least, we do remember still fragments of God's gifts. That is why some couples, who are not religious, still think that a ritual 'of some kind' for their union 'would be nice' - but without giving our vows before God the promise is not done to each other in the eyes of God and in the presence of heaven. It is a man-made vow that is like a contract without God involved.

My grandmother Mathilde always said: 'There is a special lid for every pot in God's plan. You just have to be patient until the pot arrives at your doorstep in God's time as it might still have to go through the right test procedures for its endurance and ultimate character polishing, so that it is a tight fit indeed.'
Holy matrimony is a marriage arranged by God in heaven and it is in His presence that we give our vows to each other. It is a matter between God and two souls, whom He joins together, and these two souls are from then serving together God by doing His will in applying the law of love to each other, by surrendering their self to God and the other half, thus growing together in the holy spirit and by raising any children together also as holy children in faith, hope and love.

It is the greatest adventure for two people, who are called by God in this way - and it is a joint venture that He will always tenderly direct and bless with His presence. When we encounter differences we try to sort them out by consulting God together and also separately always with our loving intent to work out any disagreement or misunderstanding or problems.
Marriage and the family are the microcosm of creation and what we achieve in it will also benefit our community and our nations and the one holy nation of God. This entails that both are willing to commit to one another in the love of God before God.

The most important ingredient in any spiritual development but especially in marriage and friendship is absolute trust in God and in the other that all that happens is sent to us by God. The Holy Spirit teaches us to discern, and when we are ready to meet the soul God joined us with He will show us our other half in dreams and/visions and through letting us meet - unless He has other plans with us (which He will also make known to us in that case).

We will always know, when that happens as we will bring out the very best sides in each other and shine together in the highest
possible vibration for all to see and hear. People might comment, 'oh, you are saying the same things, even when you are apart'; you know, if the other is thinking of you, as you feel your other half under your skin and you know, when s/he is upset, full of joy and laughing or crying. You know, what the other likes; you want to constantly nourish and nurture this most precious soul to you; you do all you can to ease pain even if we sometimes overdo it it does happen out of the desire to do your very best for the sake of the other. We surrender our self to God and to our other half. And that even works, when we
are apart for whatever reason but we must allow God to guide us in this process. Otherwise we quickly get lost, misunderstandings become rifts and what was once love turns into contempt, if we just love on a human level as then we simply give into our emotions instead of living love as our way of life.

God showed me all my life in many dreams and visions the soul He had chosen for me to be joined with eventually on earth.
And some years ago, I met this soul. And I was told in a vision to wait for him, no matter what happens. Now, as life is often complicated as man makes it so - in our case a lot of obstacles have been put in our way by God in order for us to prove ourselves and our calling on all levels as we needed to purify and be prepared for our calling. And, so after gradually having been shown the holy purpose of my soul I was told at one point: 'No matter, what public face I present, you must trust me that I love you and that God will prevail and will fit all things.' Well, to people, who live only in the (material) world, and who are out for quick satisfaction it must seem almost insane to do that. But there you are. That is love and faith for you. No guarantees attached. Just plain trust.
God gave me love that is evermore growing even in the face of adversity and as God and Jesus have only ever led me to their Infinite light I totally trust them on this level, too.

I would not lead by example and would render my words dead, if I gave up to love this soul, only because there are seemingly some mountains put in our way for reasons that God and we know. And God knows that He can trust me, too, and gave me the capacity and tools necessary to shift these mountains, wherever He wanted me to, and to humble myself and obediently follow His instructions (although my emotions would rather do the opposite...) or to be eloquent in silence, too.

All is ultimately prepared in and by God. So, I wait and meanwhile do what God wants me to do.
I once married the wrong man, as he was not the soul God had joined me with (and He lets you know in an instant - if you have ever acted against God's wish you will know, what I am talking about), and I will not repeat this mistake.
I fear only God, who has the power to let us live and die in hell. And I love God too much and would not to ever make Him shed a single tear of sorrow on my behalf. I have seen eyes that lost their light because of my wrong decision at one time, when pride came in my way. But through repenting my wrong decision and accepting my penance in grace I have been restored to His grace and am now evermore stronger in trusting in His love.

So, f.ex. I have received invitations for dates but I made it clear that my heart is taken and so I politely decline. My life is a life in God and in Jesus and I serve them and wait for Him to fit all things for all and therefore also for us.

My life is dedicated to God and there is not a dull moment in it. I don't judge anybody, we all fulfill some role that we will only understand in years to come.
Meanwhile I pray for all and shower all children of God with my love.

I let you into another of my secrets that Jesus showed me one night, when I was sad about some people, who had turned so seemingly evil: He took me to a bubble, in which I could see these people happily playing out their inner child. They were brought back to the point, where they still had believed in God and had been pure in their thoughts and were following His voice. It was the most moving experience I ever had in this context - so full of overwhelming love for even God's enemies.
So, if you feel animosity towards people, just imagine them in a bubble with their inner child. When I listen to people, and I have listened to many, many people and know their sufferings from the past, then I envisage them in this bubble, where they can live their innermost pure dreams that they nurtured as a child about their lives but somehow lost track, and then I can easily love them and pray that they still might find back to their hearts and do not become bitter evermore. Some do on purpose choose to be evil - those you have to especially pray for.

We need to prepare for our life with the soul God chooses for us as we are so precious to Him that He knew us even before we entered the womb and chose us to be together. It is only, when we use our free will during our lives to not listen to God anymore that we are in danger to loose our destiny. Because we fool ourselves into the illusion that we are the designers of our own happiness, which for some reason never really materializes without God's grace, if we are only honest enough inside ourselves. God has a plan for all of us, and once He has shown it to us we must walk on His path that He shows us - and then we are safe.

That applies to all aspects of our life and to our calling as such. We need to listen carefully and apply total honesty with ourselves and eradicate all that stands in the way of God. Habits that are darkening our souls we must surrender - simply ask God, how to conquer any worry, anxiety or fear and He will tell you, what to do or what not to do.
It works every single time for me! I let you into a secret: If I receive a bill or a letter that I am not sure about, how to deal with it, I put it underneath my bible and surrender it to God. That does not mean I am walking away from my responsibility but I let just God show me the best possible way, how to deal with a situation. In that way I am always protected from wrong decisions.

They might not be as obvious and 'by the book' as we imagine it as God loves surprise elements in our lives to give other people also a chance to get involved and prove themselves. An example: Last year I received a letter from my local council about a neighbour's anonymous complaint about music. I had been singing quite a lot. I was very upset by that as especially in that week so many neighbours had told me and even wrote me little notes about how much they appreciated my singing.
So, I surrendered this letter in my usual way - under the bible. I called the council and met the case worker. She was extremely embarassed, when I gave her my CD and my articles on the voice etc. She said: 'You know, of course, you are entitled to practice and rehearse. That neighbour is just a regular complainer - she apologized and I was invited to perform in their carol concert, which was a big success and I was treated so warmly by the organizers from that housing department, who were all sorry about the incident. In this way, many people had the chance to do something good, and I asked for prayers and prayed myself for this neighbour, who obviously had weak nerves and since then relations have much improved. There has never been a complaint again.

Whatever our calling is, we need to believe and trust in the dreams, visions, tools and spiritual gifts that God grants us.
Some are more obvious than others and then there are those, that fall into the category already mentioned in the bible as
'unutterable'. It is all of God's gifts to us that help us to grow in our faith and trust as God will always send us manifold synchronicities also through other faithful souls and servants of God or through friends, who receive an opportunity to witness through their remark, act of kindness and selfless love, in a miraculous outcome.

Whatever our calling is, whatever we do, whatever we preach - we must live our own words in the spirit of love and let all emotions that might work against God's Infinite Light simply evaporate. If others wish upon us evil or act unkindly our own love and prayer can shake it off from our hearts and souls like the duck shakes off the water from her feathers. I am often crying floods of tears in the process of purification - we are all sinners, and we uncover evermore sins the deeper we journey inside ourselves deep in our hearts. What seemed acceptable at another time seems suddenly like a capital crime against another soul. That is why we must never judge others - as we never know, why they are doing, what they are doing. Only God knows that and Jesus, too. And that is why every soul has to face Jesus on their own personal judgment day. He will provide the preparation for the purification of our souls. He will look at all we have done in the spirit of love but also in the spirit of justice and righteousness. He decides alone, in which category our sins and actions and words and thoughts fall.

By showing us the consequences of our behaviour and sins He teaches us to repent as we are so overwhelmed by His willingness to forgive because He loves all children of God like a brother or father and He wants us all to meet Abba, His and our all beloved Heavenly Father in peace and with a glad and pure heart. The pain and grief of having inflicted even the tiniest sin upon somebody else, our neighbour, our children, our spouse or our parents, is so overwhelming that our very and only desire is to repent in His presence and in His caring brotherly or parental love. He is the purest and diamond sparkling Infinite light - no other has His capacity to forgive than He has. And that is, why He is the way and the life - and the keyholder to the last gate to heaven. I pray with Him that we all pass our tests, so that we can get through it in our life-time.

Imagine the most beautiful Christmas you ever had in your life, then add the feeling that you had, when you met the one you love for the very first time, and add the birth of your child and a reunion of love with all your best friends and family - close your eyes and try to capture and feel that love and light that you are wrapped in . It is overwhelming - and that is not even
remotely enough to describe His warmth and His gentleness and love that He has for God's family, for every single member.

When we surrender to God and to Jesus' path, then, whatever happens, will always be like Christmas every day - even in the greatest sorrow but even more so amplified in the greatest joy. So, I do cry floods of tears out of joy, too. With this kind of love from heaven above we are blessed beyond any earthly riches. We learn to love all and everything, but we also learn to challenge evil in the spirit of love: Jesus shows us ways, how to expose untruth and evil but at the same time He shows us ways and suggestions, how to heal any man-made illusionary rifts - and He even allows us to claim authorship for these solutions.
But I always say to Him, 'This is your doing and that was your idea and I only wrote down your words in this poem.'

Then I can feel Him smile, and say: 'No, you were willing to be my instrument, and I love playing on it as I so enjoy listening to the beauty of the celestial symphony. And a symphony can only be played by all holy souls together. And by producing the heavenly frequencies we sing to God in the highest and so every single tone becomes a prayer as every single tear that we shed in repentance is also a prayer that goes directly to the heavenly throne and is answered.'

Do you honestly think I could think this out in my head? I have no ownership in this...and I am ever so happy that I am allowed to live my life accordingly to my calling as I have finally arrived at home with God and with Jesus in the way they need me to be.
They will tell you, if you are willing to listen, your very own calling. If you feel this unfulfilled yearning deep inside your heart and soul talk to God and then Jesus will present Himself to you - as only He holds all the answers.

MAY THE INFINITE LIGHT OF GOD SHINE BRIGHTLY UPON YOU, KEEP AND PROTECT YOU FROM ALL EVIL, HARM AND ANXIETY AND FILL YOUR VERY HEART AND SOUL WITH JESUS' BROTHERLY OR FATHERLY LOVE.

Your
Mother Sigrid








Sigrid Agocsi
(Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose