ONENESS WITH GOD - FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS

ORDER OF
THE HOLY ROSE
SPIRITUAL COMPENDIUM

by Mother Superior Sigrid Agocsi

ONENESS WITH GOD

FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS

Each of us has a calling from God. Each of us has a different calling received from God. He has a plan
for every single soul on earth, as He knew us already before we entered the womb and He knows every single
hair on our heads.

If we want to lead a fulfilled life we must answer this calling. We do hear His voice all the time, if we listen
carefully. And we must not be afraid to do, what He wants us to do. The whole kingdom on earth is
based on acts of faith. There are not guarantees for anything in life but for the one reassurance that
God always loves all of His children. And He expects all of His children to love one another.

That is, why He sent to us His only begotten Son Jesus Christ to help us to always stay connected
to God through His path of unconditional love that we shower regardless of our own personal
emotions and affections upon all - even and especially upon God's and our enemies.
God loves all of His creation and He made heaven and earth as it is. He even granted us free will
to a certain extent. That little percentage we call 'fate' or 'accident' is actually subject to a war
between powers and principalities.

When Satan fell down to earth and took many angels with him they got all muddled up in the
grounding process on earth with all its worldly temptations that are only ever cheap copies
of the heavenly bliss that we only come to know, if we fulfill the holy purpose of our souls
on earth as we have been chosen for in heaven. Each of us has their own individual calling
and must fulfill it, so that all of mankind can live together in faith, hope and love and in peaceful
unity for eternity.

We seem to remember some of these words at certain holidays or passages and events in our
lives. But for most of our lives we seem to be preoccupied by 'designing' the layout of happiness
in our lives that for some reason never seems to manifest. Why? It will only manifest accordingly
to what we deep down in our hearts have been shown by God already as children, if we keep
listening to God, and if we act upon, what we hear in His whisper or in our hearts. It might be
uncomfortable, what He asks from us - but so what?

Do we rather risk living a life away from God's truth that is also our truth for eternity or do we pluck
up the courage to do a step that is one totally out of the usual because God knows,
we can do that and we are equipped for it as He has given us all the tools.

And yes, there is also this surprise element that helps us to find the right words or actions,
that can sometimes - especially in the face of the devil - be silence, in a situation, where
our little pitiful egos would not know, what to do without God. That is called: the Holy Spirit.

God sends us into situations to heal a rift, or to uncover and expose untruth in order to
ultimately bring out the light of the holy truth. That is why lies and deceit 'have short legs',
as folklore says. But the truth is razorsharp as a sword of diamond light
has the habit to persevere and to be dwelling in souls
that cannot be corrupted and silenced anymore because they are only ever interested
in God's happiness and love and in His Infinite Light.

We need to have trust in God and then He will entrust us all of His heavenly riches
accordingly to our destiny. We only need to look upon Jesus and His living word
of His Good News and we always get all the answers we need to succeed.
We will be tested on every single sound and every single word we utter, especially
if we proclaim it in the Name of Jesus Christ for the glory of God.

And it is to God and Jesus we will have to answer on Judgment day, whether or not
we have carried out God's will, not to man, who has mostly his own agenda.
We serve man in the Name of God and accordingly to God's will, as God knows best,
what another needs. But one thing is always for sure:
No matter, what our level of responsibility is, no matter, what our calling is,
no matter, what we think is important in life - God loves us all and therefore,
we must all treat each other with love, respect and humility. And we must pray for each other
with the very best intentions for healing and peace and love.

Only if we wish love and peace and fulfillment upon another soul, so that it can fulfill
its holy purpose here on earth and beyond and visibly shine in God's light in manifesting
its role, can we ourselves shine brightly. If somebody refuses our love or help, it does
not matter. Then we must simply pray for this soul to find back to God.

Sometimes God wants us to show the truth to a soul, so that it can move forward
in faith onto the next step on its path to God. And we need to also lead by example
and live, what we preach. Otherwise our words become dead and dried-out shells.

My daughter once said: 'Mummy, you will only ever get married again either to God,
or to Jesus. God is in heaven, but Jesus is alive, so you can marry Him.' I was stunned, when
a little nursery child said this to me as I was married at the time but knew that I was not able
to fulfill my holy purpose by staying in this marriage. God showed me that I needed to divorce
my ex-husband, who had always refused to marry me before God, in order to fulfill my
holy purpose. This was not an easy and light-hearted decision and I had long discussions
with my spiritual director, Bishop Ralph, and a Sister, who has gone a long way with me so far,
Karen, about it.

But what this little child said was also the core message that had been entrusted to me by God many times
and in various degrees the veil had been lifted for me to lead me more and more into the process of
accepting the fulfillment of the holy purpose of my soul - and gradually God revealed to me my role
in His kingdom, and it is still ongoing.
As soon as I had received visitations and apparitions I handed them over into the care of Bishop Ralph and I also sent them to the Vatican.

I needed all my faith, hope and trust in God to not allow my ego to sweep all these numerous visions
and experiences under the carpet for nobody but me to hear and see. But I feared God too much, who
alone has the power to let us live or die in hell. So, I thought, I look for inspiration to Hildegard of Bingen,
who had also refused initially to accept her visions or to even pass them on to anybody until she was repeatedly
encouraged by her fellow-nuns to do so. She eventually sent them off to an authority of the church, who then passed them on to the then Pope. I got also encouraged by various interviews that I followed and writings of Pope Benedict XVI. calling forth the contemporary voice of Mary Magdalene and Hildegard of Bingen.

It is a heavenly law that as soon as we take up our responsibility we are being tested on all grounds, whether
we fulfill our role on earth, and things are being sent into our way that are less than nice and cosy and
look quite the opposite of heavenly bliss as they take us totally out of our comfort-zone.
But God only sends us the devil's hiss to see, whether we won't
give up even in the face of adversity and whether we are sticking to His instructions and persevere, even
if the enemies of God send us to the slaughter and slander our reputation or try to inflict other evil upon us,
or give us the Judas' kiss to mark us in their anxiety, fears and hypocrisy.

As soon as I started my religious life I was very concerned to stay within our one holy Catholic church family with all
that God had entrusted to me. I give thanks and praise to God that Jesus had sent me after my articles about Hildegard of Bingen and 'Liturgy and Architecture' the most faithful servants of God in my way, and one took me in the most holy spirited way under his wings - our Bishop Ralph Napierski. Every time I sent off a visitation or a dream to the Bishop that did not even make sense to me at the time (thankfully God has devised this system to keep us humble and obedient and uncorruptable and free of ego-driven emotions and actions) I died a thousand deaths, as I was horrified I could let my ego take over or my emotions and not write, what God or Jesus had entrusted to me.

All the spiritual gifts that we receive from God we must faithfully and fearlessly use to serve His kingdom.
In my case that means to play my role without any doubts and hesitation in the return of Our Lord and King
Jesus Christ. My soul, my heart and all that I am belongs to God and He has called me to fulfill a special role
that involves only love, so much so that it is overflowing and must be radiating for all to see as no matter,
what challenge my neighbours present to me I must persevere in faith, hope and love and in humility
and obedience. My faith makes through God's grace many things possible. Prayers are being answered, that make
me cry from joy and for which I give my ongoing thanks and praise to God. And my love is so strong as it is God's greatest gift, that I use it wherever I can to expose untruth but also at the same time I am able to offer a healing solution to a man-made illusionary rift - and so love makes all my actions easy.

I am called to transform all evil into love - and I abandon all ways that are not leading to God's peace and love
and light. It is so easy to shower all souls with just that - I bless every single soul in my prayers with peace, love and light. And we shake off the dust of hatred and contempt and slander with one gentle wipe from my shoes.
My love will keep my white hooded robe always free of the stains of hell. My robe has been washed for eternity by Christ's blood and suffering on the cross and from my tears for Jesus and the Holy Family.
I have vowed to prepare as many holy souls for His return as I can, so that He can lead them by His example to His Father.
No slander, no lies and no attempt of annihilation of any kind can ever stain my Holy Rose robe or that of those, who also belong to Christ's holy family anymore. We are all sinners and we all need to repent and do penance in obedience and humility, so that love as the only way to the Father can finally prevail. And that does for our eternal family on earth as the nucleus of creation entail that we serve as a shining example for God's one holy nation.

INSEPARABLE FROM GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN FLESH
NIHIL HORUM TIMEAS
FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS IN GOD

In the Name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. AMEN


Mother Sigrid