A Word from my heart - and to honour Christ's Most Sacred Heart

A Word from my heart - and to honour Christ's Most Sacred Heart


Last night I watched a programme on the abused victims in Ireland. What moved me most was that a young man, who had found in his heart to forgive his abuser had the strength not to put any blame on the church. As we must not forget that unfortunately, many religious orders have been infiltrated and undermined by many, who have anything but the spiritual church of Christ at their heart. On the contrary, they have right after Christ's death from the beginning fought His church and many heretic movements and Satanic sects have twisted the once holy laws and rules, so that the remaining faithful monks and nuns often left their monasteries and became rather hermits to defend, what is left of Christ's living tradition. This also explains, why truly holy men and women seem to these days still be treated with silence and non-acknowledgement, and are not even granted a response to their letters. But, again, that is an old tactic already especially well illustrated in the example of the mysterious priestly king letter promising the land of milk and honey and riches played into the hands of the then Pope by Emperor Frederick Barbarossa. Isn't it interesting that Popes of many generations did after all believe in the promised riches of this letter, it is a good sign that they do believe in the unseen worlds, as they cannot possibly have thought this letter was about worldly riches... as that would make them look rather greedy. I can hear Frederick still smile about his test...

I heard the search is still ongoing but the letter has never been acknowledged... eversince. F.ex., when I was encouraged by our Bishop Ralph to formalize the Order of the Holy Rose I also contacted the Anglican-Catholic officials but never ever received an answer from anybody. Hold on, in one case I did - I was actually threatened 'with repercussions' by a nun, who tried to keeps the Anglo-Catholics out of her local parish church, where she teaches people behind the priest's back to dip the host into the wine. She suggested to me to attend a church instead, where one of the sisters of her convent is a parish priest - not very loyal to her Anglican-Catholic parish! But what can one expect from a convent, that even mocks Christ's name by having a room with an altar dedicated to Buddha, and where Egyptian Reiki is being taught with Pagan symbols that are promoted as 'harmless',and where the water in the little fonts is never blessed either as I was told 'we don't bother with things like that.' Mind you, I am lucky, really, that she did her all to keep me away from her church. As through Bishop Ralph we are in the unique position of being able to live the holy truth of Christ's spiritual church, and our clergy and nuns are able to marry as we are in the Anglican-Catholic tradition and our rule is modelled on the early Celtic-Catholic Church with even mixed and married holy communities, whose married priests, monks and nuns raised their children in life devoted to prayer and to the church. And Bishop Ralph's consecrator has also celebrated mass in the Vatican with Pope John Paul II., as we are on the subject of the Apostolic succession in union with the Roman Catholic Church, and do not accept women priests or women bishops on the grounds that Christ commanded the male apostles to bless the gifts that are representing His - male - body and blood.

And my new home parish is well-known for being the living Catholic tradition in the Anglo-Catholic church, and where all are treated equally and are being fed with Christ's nourishment in the Blessed Sacrament and after mass unconditionally.

But back to the abuse records: Some of those, who are in power, have violated and abused their status to cover up most of the abuser incidents. It is not easy under even normal circumstances to gather evidence that can stand in a court trial - and it is again the victims, who find themselves in a renewed situation of having to relive their abuse that they would have rather liked to forget. In the programme it was mentioned that the victims were named in the report in Ireland but that the offenders had been working out a foul compromise that was done between the church and the government not to be named. So, none of the evidence could be used in a court and they even stayed on as priests. One of the victims featured, had applied for the priesthood as well but was not accepted for training. He was heartbroken and said: 'The reality is that the priest, who is known of having abused numerous altar boys, can continue to serve in his parish as a priest, whilst I was refused the priest training.'

We find ourselves in a situation, where there are even old-established religious orders undermined and corrupted by those, who want to destroy the church from within. The time has come to speak this out. I simply have this to say: Christ will take every single soul on this to task, and will appear to all in various ways, and confront every abuser with a vision of what his sins have done to others. And then He will show them, what can be done through repentance and doing penance to transform this evil, so that all can fulfill their holy role. Abuse will always leave a wound in us that will not go away and has many scars. But even the deepest scars go silent, if we surrender ourselves to the grace of God - as only God - and Jesus is God - can heal us completely and show us the right way - which will always be in compassion and peace, never in retaliation and war and violence, as that will only ever lead to the pit.

I pray for heavenly justice for the abused victims on earth, who have to live with the bad fruit of involuntary celibacy. Clergy, who abuse those, who are in their spiritual care abuse also the Name of Jesus and violate the Ten Commandments. They should hand themselves over voluntarily to the law - of the world and of the church. And governments and the church need to fulfill their God-given duty, too, and end the silence and foul compromises. Church law is very powerful, and I am sure there can be very good use found for former priests, who have violated their role.

And I might add that any crime against humanity is the case of Christ being made again victim as the High Priest and in the Holy Eucharistic Feast. Tomorrow we pray to His Most Sacred Heart - how can anyone claim to serve God in the knowledge he has betrayed his Lord God Jesus and the very children, Jesus has called to come unto Him!

I pray for all - the victims, the abusers and those, who have failed to challenge abuse. We are all sinners, and we all have an obligation to fulfill the Ten Commandments, not only as priests but as human beings.
Repent, and do penance, go to confession and surrender to God. That is the way, and you will know, what to do, as Christ is with you till the end of days and beyond.

May the Infinite Light of God shine brightly upon you, keep and protect you from all evil, harm and anxiety and fill your very heart and soul with your Lord God Jesus' compassion and peace.

God bless you!




Ye, Priests, bless ye your High Priest and King and Lord God Jesus Christ!

I always pray for you!

Mother Ziggy

Mother Ziggy Agocsi OHR
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
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