A Day in the Life of a Mother Superior Wednesday, 14th January 20+K+M+B+09

A Day in the Life of a Mother Superior
Wednesday, 14th January 20+K+M+B+09

Dear Sisters and Brothers in Christ!

I would like to say thank you to all of you, who give their all to the kingdom of heaven in word, deed and thought and are living in the spirit of love in every aspect of their lives. Jerusalem, the holy city, is in our hearts as only, if we can pray with a contrite heart for those we love but also especially God's and our own enemies, can we truly live in peace and love and unity.

Those, who hold on to their lame games of ambiguity, war and blood want to sew doubts, invoke evil thought and doing, and act out of jealousy, greed and lust for more - ultimately though it is out of fear to loose all. And they are bound to - as this kind of attitude eventually will cause to individuals and to whole nations the ultimate from the heavenly ladder's fall.

For me as a Mother Superior I try to give my best in being there for the souls, who are entrusted to me.
That does not mean necessarily that what they think I should do for them, is also that, what God wants me to do for them. As God has our ultimate benefit at heart and knows, which path works best for our souls, so that we and others together can fulfill our holy roles.

So, sometimes I have to suggest measures and changes, which are not liked very much, and as it is human
to look for blame I am, as the spiritual Mother, the emotional punchbag for emotions that are being stirred up. The decisions that I have been led to make come to me in prayer and from my heart that is always listening to God and to Jesus. And prayer is the highest form of listening to and worshipping God.

We are called to worship God, not to display devotion or fulfill certain formalities but to worship God,
and to give Him the glory and thanks due through our worship.
What greater gift is there than to pray for others?! And all we do in our every day lives, if we do it with the intent to let God's light shine through our thoughts, actions and words is a prayer. Lighting a candle for somebody is a prayer, writing a poem with the pen led by the Holy Spirit is a prayer, capturing the holy truth in a painting is a prayer and by wiping off the snot of a crying child from its nose is a prayer, too,
if it is done out of the love to God. Or to hug and embrace another mother, who has lost her child fourty days ago, in the street and telling her that I pray for her, is a prayer, too. And her answer was: 'I knew you were praying for me.'

The mother is a devout Muslim mother and I am a devout Catholic mother and we love each other as sisters.
And we do not think about our limitations but grow beyond them, when we hug each other and cry together in our compassion and love and understanding. That is, what living in the heavenly city of Jerusalem means - it is only in our hearts, not in a warzone that whatnot fanatical parties try to claim for themselves. They have nothing to do with God and they do not deserve to own anything not even in their name as they destroy all that God stands for, and want to wipe out His creation from the earth. And they are also not truly interested in the one holy Catholic (universal) spiritual church of Jesus Christ, of my beloved Iesous.

No, people, who lead or support war and do not eliminate any thought of violence are not acting in Jesus Name. Definitely not! They may pretend to be devout and to give to the poor out of their comfort zone but they are pretenders and hypocrits and really only in the end worldly marketenders.

True knights and kings and queens, who are faithful to the heavenly kingdom on earth are behaving in the most noble ways, and you won't even notice them, as they kiss only in heaven Christ's hem and never wear their own robe and crown as it is kept in a special room in God's house with only Jesus holding the key.
As all He wants us to do is to pray and live for His Father's beautiful one holy nation and to honour His creation by worshipping Him in the most humble and obedient way. And that includes that we do not
mock, or boast or wear on earth a tacky golden frock. We mend our clothes and rather share all we have
as we have been given our gifts also freely, and we have been granted them by God in order to heal and
expose all man-made illusionary rifts.

As a Mother Superior of the Order of the Holy Rose I am used to being smiled at and tested ever so eyebrow raisingly , sometimes silently, or patronizingly or on occasion also aggressively and by some individuals, who are sent to me personally also from God's holy and the devil's unholy army of powers and any kind of principality.

I thank f.ex. our dear brother JayJay, who always and again provokes with all his facets of the human heart, and plays so willingly from love's fool to teasing jester to more or less seriously the heavenly kingdom's contester and his in character varying but quite dominating church Momma's digester.

Together with him and with Karen and our all poetry, writings and thoughts and pictures we were exploring all ways creatively to speak out for the heavenly kingdom on earth and to show ways, how to live in a holy
and loving manner from our own kitchen hearth. As we firmly believe that poetry and music and the arts
can save the world, when dedicated to God as our prayer.

But that means also that we have to be clear and transparent by all means and not pretend to be from God
a strayer but JayJay has the skill to expose also the methods of evil by playing sometimes the devil and exposes thus the snake's hiss and then ends all well again with a hug and a kiss.

But we have now come to the point, where we must let Christ enter the stage and be in the centre as
things in the world are going rather quite seriously. And we must therefore listen and be ever so carefully
presenting His holy truth openly and exercise transparency and accountability and therefore sign all
our living words from God with our own name. Not in order to gain any kind of fame, no, as we keep all in our holy family for those with ears and eyes to hear and see, but also we must reach out to those, who
are still in the dark about the fact that their world is soon going to crash literally, although they
still pretend in their hearts that only with the right of quick satisfaction and pleasure all-round about their lives they lark. To show them the way to God via Jesus' law of love from heaven above is our duty and obligation in the Order of the Holy Rose. We must lead by example and play in real life also on every level with Christ in the centre for His return our very own parts, and we must speak out and be firm, if we
encounter betrayal, ignorance and denial, and anybody, who does on God's creation and Jesus' Holy Eucharist and apostolic succession unashamedly does trample.

It does not make me particularly popular with the majority but then, I have it in the history of my soul to be mostly ignored, tortured, humiliated or annihilated, so I am used to all kinds of abuse and I could not care less, what mess God's and mine enemies have in mind to do away with me, but God and Iesous tell me that
the powers and principalities employed by those, who always and again chose to suppress the holy truth of Jesus and Mary Magdala, His beloved one and only Holy Rose, is now in recess finally for the first time in history and with our help the devil will now disappear with his lame games forevermore and for eternity.

May the Infinite Light of God shine brightly upon you, keep and protect you from all evil, harm and anxiety, and fill your very heart and soul with Jesus' brotherly love and with Mary Magdala's love overflowing for her beloved Master and spouse Iesous Christus and for all of God's family.

God bless you!

Mother Ziggy




Sigrid Agocsi (Eliora Anat)
Mother Superior
Order of the Holy Rose
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